my joyy *

2007-02-05T14:27:00.001+08:00

hello all, i love my blogger. yes, i used it since 2004 pleaseeee. how can i not love it.
but sadly. my blogger is so screwed up lately i cant sign in!
thus, to cure my deprive of blogging, i created LJ and i would be moving there.
since its a new year isnt it. hahaha (:
alright loves, the link is : http://xinwithlove.livejournal.com/
still visit alright(:
much loves, xin

(: new temp

2007-02-03T05:10:00.000+08:00

this new template, its done quite rushed, but pretty alright?
edited from the prev one imai made, and thanks jeremy for poparting my pic. haha!

anyway my laptop is so nonsense i cant enter blogger. so im like using my sis. im gonna go off now. its LATE.

love,xin

all of me for all of You

2007-01-24T16:19:00.000+08:00

heh, much apologies for not blogging for such a longgggggg time, reason: my comp crashed lah okay! ): im currently waiting for my sis to get her new laptop and then i would take her current one. yeah. her current one is asus and needs adapter then can use one, tell me about it. boo. but i should be happy with at least a comp to use. ha.

oh well, so much crap and nonsense.

i shall summarize my life lately in point forms, in anyway i can think of it, and then i would post photos of daddy's birthday celebration up. yeah. i love my family despite all the quarrels and bad times.

lately many things happened.
im' empty handed but still alive in God's hands.
as usual i would say, things that happened that doesnt 'kill' me only makes me stronger.

things that are meant to happen would happen, and i trust God in all things.

Others, i wanna change my world.

im trying to see if i can apply to tpdesign through jpsae hmm.

i wanna go shopping with mommy

too fast too furious, things ard me are happening so fast, and ending fast. ha.

vision: accelerate

things that has happened would be memories etched, and i will never let situations like that happened again.

i know that my bestiecolleenchanyilin is always always there, its so heartwarming.

thank you boss for talking (: owe you one . ha
i really dont like liarsssssss, they gobble my emotions. makes me upset. but sometimes, its the unexpected people. ha. okay ignore this statement.

charlala, i need to go out with you soon

chinese new year is coming.

my eyes are not recovering ):

my eyes are pretty puffy now. rawrh

i got bad face complexion suddenly, this is saddening, i think i've been takin too much heaty food.
things are still pretty emotions stirring now, but it will be fine (: cos i've got Jesus with meeeee!

pastorial meetings never fails to bring me higher.

now, here are the photos.

mommy and daddy

daddy and me

jieru and me

sharkfin is good haha!

SEE I PROVE IT!

me and xinyi

mommy and me

coldplate thingy

beiking duck with the stuffs

this is yummy

mango pudding

i love mommy and daddy

family photo yay

cheeky us

heehee mommy is hilarious

my sisters and meeee

again

yay

mind's a whirlpool, imma go pray. yeah.

its always like, a monster coming along being my bestfriend visiting me now and then gobbling emotions up. hahahahahahaha. hilarious. err, right.

anyway, imai i have blogged, and yoyo, i will get a tagboard and change my template when i get the laptop. ahha. this is a once in awhile jieru let me use her laptop times. so yeah

loves, Yxin

mehri christmas and harpi new year to you

2007-01-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

hello all its been long since i last update (:
i still love my blog, so im still updating, heh.
anyway, theres to much to update about, so this is prolly a (i shall slowly type and quite long entry)

was really busy with Christmas event and Create/Heart awards.
haha, its all over now it feels weird. uhmm.
gotta always learn to get over the hangover of major event being over. rawr.
anyway much has happened lately.
there were restructuring, yup imma in e2 now (:
and i love my cgmates (:

anyhow, we spent alot of time together and im doing more than ever in church. whee.
i was awaken earlier in the evening at 4plus with a msg that stunned me to-ta-ly.
oh man, i really hope things are okay.
anyway, i made new friends lately and alot of photos taken lately with my new phone (: (yes i gt one, did i mention? cybershot, w800i) yup.

i will upload some photos later (minus unglam ones of people like, van lixing jiayang gina tess) ahhaha!

for Christmas, was really busy with fashion ministry and video. more of fashion cos of the highlights . haha
working with sisalicia and flea was fun (: tess is a silly girl.

i made new friends recently too, love love, kerlyn and charlene and liwen and alot other 6 girls (:
i went to megastore ikea recently too, i think on last thurs, woo, meatballs (: loveeee

anyway christmas was whoo-oh nonsense, we spent that night at laupatsahhhhhh (: but it was great company nevertheless(:

heart awards yesterday(:
well, im expanding and growing(:
spritually i mean, heh, cos really busy with all the things and all. lil sleep doesnt make me THAT tired, just sometimes.
and i realised recently when something is bothering/troubling me or im deep in thoughts, i have tendancy to look real emo. ha.

however, this year's heartsawards felt different.
i dont know how to decipher that, but seriously, its just different, weirdly. ha.
but i had fun with kerlyn and charlene during service too(: silly girls i love. heh. and darrell low i was happy to see you

anyway life is awesome with God family and friends :D
i feel so loved by my God

heres photos.

van claims she look real innocent here

wendy i love you!

christmas night, jian and ian acting cool

shiya and me, silly girl love you ya

before hq, they zilian'ed with my phone i dont even know

some photos taken on the thursday we had a long day out, movie "night at the musuem" with liwen and the rest, and then noon meeting up with charlene and kerlyn. yeahyeah.(pics not in order)

at ikea
liwen and me

groupiephotos

charlene and me (:

we went to eat cakes after pool game at coffeeclub.

at pool place (:
yes lah my fringe looks weird, cos i just took out pin.

kerlyn and me

me jy and ker

vanx and me

vanx me ker

heh vanx got cut off

gina and me

heartawards/create madness

we thought we had real major fashion mistakes (open yr mouth bigbig!)

camwhoring in the toilet

and we had fun( im lazy to rotate photos)

fashion ministry woolala

before changing, with imai's coat. hee

tiffy and me

this was the funny thing that koon wrote

i love them many many ( i look awful) ):

yupyup thats about it for this entry. whee.

love,xin

shopping sprees makes me happy

2006-12-21T01:20:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a quick entry cos i needa slp cos i needa reach cozycot later at 9am and i need to wake up in time and being such a pig its quite tough.

anyway today is awesome (:
day started off meetin tesssssssssy in the cab and we rushed for the meeting which we wasnt really late, but nevertheless its alright . haha (: i love tess!

and then vanessa and me went to get the wax and stuff and fetch Jacky :D
all the people learning hairstyling were pretty much funny people like elynn and koonyew and alton yangyi blahblahblah (:

all of us had fun learning from him luh, hes just awesome. wheeheehee(: now he gained himself alot of business, evryone wants to go his salon. haha! (i will post photo soon, im lazy now)

rushed my create pieces and then went to meet vanessa and felicia for shopping spreeeeeee
today is great! i got alot of cheap buys, spent a total of 61bucks and its worth it, 61bucks for-
1. Dark Skinny Jeans (:
2.Mini Skirt, faded and pretty :D
3.Satinkinda material puff sleeves white top love it (:

and then vanx went for her wtprac and we continued walking ard!
tess went to meet her dad and so flea and i went to fareast, feeling REAL tired and we walked ard and found things for vanx and hooray.
shops were closing already so yeah we went home.
got to church downstairs where daddy picked me up cos i was SO tired to tk train, my legs feels like they are gonna break soon ):

anyhow, i cant decipher why there are people who shows themselves to me as complicated and when i am being real open and sharing so much all the time. its annoying, i feel like a bad friend, grr ):
and then sometimes its pretty pointless to concern so much when people just doesnt appreciate like crap!
i dont want history to repeat itself, rawr

okay, im gng slp, sleeping is good sometimes.

tml is a good day, i shall wake up dress up nice and go cozycot happy.
whats more i got new clothes so hooray.

Yxin

against all odds

2006-12-19T14:01:00.000+08:00

nothing's gonna take away my love from You. Nothing

you are bigger than many of these small things.

imma not gonna be too emotions led(:

merry christmas.

love,xin

keep the beat, keep it moving, groove it (:

2006-12-16T02:05:00.000+08:00

i just watched the show save the last dance, uhmm! i like it (:
always enjoyed dance movies (:

watched step up, take the lead, and save the last dance lately, i love step up the most (:

cheekabangbang(i've no idea why imma so stuck with that) heeheehoohoo
anyway i bought a vest for christmas today (: went vivo with vannnnnnnn and i got the vest from GapKids :D:D
personally i love my vest cos its pretty with stripes and lil flowers, so i dont bother what others say (:

i wanna watch more dance movies (: wheeheehee

doing CREATE artpiece thingy tomorrow morning, i hope i can wake up in time, (much as im gettin morn call, heeheehee)
uh huh and then imma gonna send my ipod for fixing.

okayyyyyyyyyy, im going on and on and i dont know whats the point of this entry.

anyhow i wanna declare that i've been really joyful this few days (: hahaha. gdnight!

Yxin

i cant contain it

2006-12-15T01:10:00.000+08:00

hold my hand, let me lead you to someone wonderful.

I am a veh veh veh veh veh very happy girl! :D

I cant contain it, this feeling imma feeling, its great awesome splendid. (:

The Joy of the Lord is my Strength :D

God has indeed bless me in many ways, financially and answering my prayers(:

Its true when people say, P.U.S.H (Pray until something happen)
I experienced that and I hold strong conviction to my belief (:
I prayed for things to change and happen within people around me, things are changing for the better(:
ALOT better infact, my God is great.

Now is the time time time :D
omgosh, imma veh happy i think i wanna jump ard and dance and scream.
oh i feel like dancing its foolishness I know, but when the world has seen the light, they will dance with joy, like i am dancing now (:

Till you come and take a step of faith in things you do, then will you experience something you never had.
I cant begin to emphasize how happy a girl im now (:

revival meeting was fantabulous earlier on (: changes lives, i belive! (:

vbs for the past 2 weeks has impacted me GREATLY as well (:
im losing my voice, ahha been singing alot and screaming and shouting alot (:

i think i cant contain my joy until im so happy i keep laughing to myself (giggling rather) infront of the comp (:

oh by the way, i got a haircut yesterday (: its good haircut, i trust jacky, he's good man (:

bonkies :D:D vanny did her hair too (: nice nice.
i think im gng do create stuff tml and then go shopping tomorrow:D:D:D wooooooooot :D
shopping for christmas stuff!

these 2 weeks has been GREAT for me :D

some shoutouts!

YShuhui! : Your sms touched me so much i wanted to cry, heh. Love you plenty plenty GOD LOVES YOU! :D
YShiya! : I miss you and pls appear this sunday :D (plus, jacky is just so awesome HAHA)
YImai! : Ni yao hui lai le, YAYYYYYYYYYYY
YTess! :be Radical for God dear, love Him more, dont get unhappy now and then, smile and be happy, if you are happy and you know you clap your hands, so pls clap (:
YLiyue! : I MISS YOU, thats all i can say cos i really MISS you alot ):
YCharlala! : faith and keep going dear, i love you (: you're great

Dear God,thank You for loving me.
Thank You for guiding me (:
love others just like how You loved me.
Others others others.
imma gonna be a more lovin' girl and
reach my hands out to others,
just like how You did to me
I lYve You (:

almost jumping up and down, signing off

Yxin

you mean everything to me

2006-12-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming (: Do you even know why there is Christmas?

Christmas is not about partying and drinking clubbing and whats not, understand? Go find out WHY there is even CHRISTMAS day.

Braveheart during VBS was koolxzxzxz, i like it (:
minyang so sly, blackout censored part and tell me he sacrificed himself, ahahhaha funny boy (:
anyhow, today the word "friends" keeps coming into my lil' head, and i started pondering and thinking, and indeed i realised friends mean alot to me (:
especially people who knows me well and whom imma close to.

Jesus is my BESTERESTEST friend!

IMAI IS COMING BACK SOON! :D cheerios _{with my necklace and hoodie too heeheehee, i betcha wilfred is happy too}

Wilfred and me were ranting loudly verses from Word of Faith to be memorised today after dinner (btw, my eyes are itching like )@(*#)@(*#@) now ): so dryyyyyyyyyyy! my eyedrops finish already ):)
right and if you know me well, you will know that im rubbin my eyes NONSTOP >:(

Anyhow, i wanna get a new phone, but i dont wanna spend all my money blessing on my new phone cos i wanna go shopping, someone, tell me if you have any handphone lobangs?

Anyway I had great dinner yesterday with my family (yes ALL of us ;D) at Quality Hotel eating porridge buffet(:

me wants to watch 'Save the last dance', me rented dvd yest from videoezy but lazy go tv watch, and this stupid dumbdumb laptop cannot play it i dont know why. >:(

rawrr, i love yvonnecharlala(: how now brown cow im havin hiccups and i dont really like it ): gahhhhh

imma like just ranting on and on. cos' im feelin quite bored.
i feel like cuttin my hair and eatin fried mars bar now, maybe tomorrow i'll go fareast(:

anyway its funny how some people know you but act like they dont. erps.
and how come suddenly some friends just act like they dont know me?
or some just drifted so far away we can hardly connect

oh well, im glad God is 24/7 here with me. thats why i say, nothing beats Him and I love Him and He is everything.
what do i do without Him? (:

Yxin

oceans deep i'll follow

2006-12-11T13:26:00.000+08:00

i love my GOD(:

24 was great great great, what else can i say?
41st Day was back once again, with a loud bang, woot!

slept only 20mins in 24hours but I feel good:D
went to eat with winnie and then when I got home and after bathed i flopped on my bed and slept form 3.30pm-11pm lol.

woke up in time to eat jiejies' pizzahut drumlets and pasta, and nag at jieru for using my lousy laptop, waited and waited and continued slping till the next morning. HAHA.

and then I had great service doing video (:

yupyup, my dad just blessed me financially after i gave God all the rest of my pay, awesome (:

now im' gng pay my phone bill, i think i want to get a new phone, my current is lousy piece of shit already. with a bearbear at the top :D

loves! xin

silver and gold i dont have.

2006-12-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

Silver and Gold I dont have much, but I give all I have to You.

over and over again, i've fallen, You picked me up.
DaddyKing, I keep my promise to You.
I do not deserve all your sacrifices and graciousness, but again and again you never forsake me.

You're my strong tower Daddy, I don't care what people and the world say, You're all in all and Your love is enough.
Your love is more than what this world can offers.

Here I am Daddy.

Much thoughts going through my lil' head now, haha (:
Inspirations, dreams, visions and my little encounters with God for the past few days renewed me so much.
Certainly growing another level higher spiritually(:

I have know idea since when I had so much convictions to really rise for good, after such a long time of just hanging there and all.
it feels good.
nothing beats such a feeling, love it.

VBS for the past two days has been awesome
indeed it was back to basics.
Poor imai, you missed out VBS, its real good.
Have fun while attending NewLife for now in Taiwan yeah babe? (:

Every QT sessions during VBS is amazing, I always get that touch and that first revealation from God.
I love that sorta feeling and presence so much, so much so that I get into the presence of God and clicked into it and not distracted by things so much faster than before.

The praises and worships to Him seems never ending, and I could feel that He is so near, so real.

I love my King(: Almighty!

Tomorrow's 24, im even on for video at like 3.30am, so funky, its gonna be great. Dream, Inspirations and Vision gonna give me strength, with the great presence and atmosphere, I believe I'll grow muchmuchmuch:D

Yxin

Dear God, Thank you for Lovin' me.
I felt You.
It's so real.
Im' never gonna let go of those hands that You reached out to me.
I know in You its all the love and what the world can never give.
For You,To you. use me.

i wonder how i wonder why

2006-12-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

why cannot just love God love church love people love life and love to do things for God , accept and receive discipleship=love, and all the things?
why cannot stay strong why cannot hang on?

i wonder, seriously.

have no idea how worried i'd get
God im' cryin' out to You, i love You, Daddy. I know You have Your ways.
All these, into Your hands i trust.

Yxin

season to be joyful

2006-12-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

(/edited! photos up!)

this shall be a pretty long entry, about work yesterday, my day yesterday and day today and my new hair. haha (:

so i went to work yesterday, and then on my way to work, i was in the train going to somerset, this bangla(okay lah, im sorry if i offend anyone) was so near me, it was pretty packed u see, then he happily lifted up his arm to hold the metal pole on top and his armpit was right in front of my face 0.0 and , you know... what happened.
the lady standing in front of me was frowning away, and i was havin difficulties breathing too. eeks!

anyway, work was okay, pretty boring. ahhaha.
like not much people yesterday, so i had some free time and i sat at the counter there and looked opposite the shop MIMIMOMO.
so i observed this lady and her boyfriend.
both are well dressed and all, stylish and all.
so the gf was happily choosin her shoes, and i observed that she took REAL LONG!
then the poor bf was sitting there.
later when shes done she just took the new shoes and wore them, left her old pair at counter for the person to keep and she went to sit down, then the bf went to cashier and paid.
when he's done, she dunno dilly dally what, take out the shoes from plastic bag, see see , walk ard shop see see again, den the poor cute bf just stood there waiting, nevermind, after that she just took her handbag and walked outta the shop, den stood at the exit, looked at the bf, who took his bag, and realised that the gf has left the MIMIMOMOPINKplastic bag there, so he had to take them.

i think the boy quite poorthing lah? he had to wait, pay and then take a pinkMIMIMOMOprinted plasticbag.

i'll never let my bf carry my handbag, or anything like PINKmimimomoplastic bag! i mean if its some adidas or unisex shop plastic/paperbag, thats another story.

so i went ard msn last night asking girls if they would let their future bf carry their handbags and mostly said knows, and most guys that i asked if they would offer to carry gf's handbags said they would. woah im amazed, tryin to be gdfuturebf all. HAHAHAH
and then on my way home, i saw this another bangla, it was packed again and i was at the other side of the train, cannot walk off, he stand so near and his hair got lice, half the time i was staring at his hair making sure that thing wun come to me. rawrr

today, i went to wheelock first, and wanted to get my ipod fixed.
waited quite long luh, ended up to decide that i dont want to wait anymore, went to borders then to get my organizer and a pretty postcard for liyue(:

and then i headed to fareast BK to meet david and shiya, heh.
and then we headed to gataomo to get our hair doneeeeeee!
shiya put back a dropped out extension, and then i choose my hair color to be highlighted and all.
haha, my mom forgot to buy dye for me, so i ended up with my black hair, but i dyed my ends black as jacky was saying that theres traces of my prev color, which is true, abit of the gold color. ahaha. (look below, actual black hairwoo, with abit gold trace)
and i was budgeting, so i didnt wan to dye my whole base.hahahah
so i chose one of the color, this reddish purple, and got him to choose another color for me and he chose this copperred.
so i didnt want normal highlight but something more funky, he styled and explained to me that:
my right side would be coppperred, fringe the purplered and the left both colors.
woots! so he did and all, yeah i kinda like it :D:D
(picture later)
after beind satisfied with my hair, we walked outta the shop.

shiya bought the nice smelling wax, woo.
haha and we commented that david's new haircut like japster boy, but its niceee(: waddado, its jacky. HAHA i like this stylist, im gng back to cut my hair before christmas(:
and then stupid david said my hair like Ahlian):
it went, david said "AL color leh" i say "yr hair like japster xiaodidi" he said "you are a friendly old auntie" (he always say i am old and stuff, nothing good one): ) i say "my face not ahlian,ahlian hair where got this kind style one" shiya said "quite nice leh the color, abit ahlian only" i say "really ah? i dunwan AL" shiya "haha okok la, but nice, yr fringe nice" me say "ya i like. its reddish purple" shiya said "bud, yr hair like japboy"

HAHAHA, so yeah, david was upset i said he look like lilboy and i was upset cos he said i am auntie and AL

but whateverrrrr i like my hair!

we went to takaArtfrienda after that, and i bought my canvas, and found shiya wooden bear thingy and her paperstamping with bearshape.
so she was SO happy, kept going "bearbearbearbear" so happily, and evrywhere we went, she dropped on bear on the floor, stamped on my borders reciept. HAHA

david went off after that and we went to taka basement, oh food:D
i got churros and we went to centrepoint to meet yvonnecharlala as i called her thinking if i should meet her.

we went there for my cheesecake, strawberrycheesecake at caferevive is niceeeee!
shiya ate too and she thought its nice too, there, we took photos too.
and charlala tried stampin bear on tissue and it got stuck inside.
shiya went mad and keep "my bearbear!" away, gosh hahaha.
so we had a difficult time pullin the tissue up and all, and went toilet to wet the tissue, so its easier to take out, oh yeah so it was out. HAHAHA.

then we went to heeren to get present (charlalaa&me)had to get presents.
yup, and later we headed to starbucks cos i wanted to get my javachip:D

my lil'perkmeup,lilholiday.woots!

headed to mrt station after that, charlala and me went home and shiya went to meet her friends.
came home for dinner, my parents doesnt like my hair, they think its too red and wild, they said "xiang gui ah" (like ghost) oh well!

charlala said "this is style, nice what, fashion!"
bestie and imai said "nice! especially the fringe"
david and shiya's comment is mentioned above
chew said "nice and hiong ah"
jasmine said its nice too(:

heeheehee.
i like it personally, woots! something fresh(:

i like that salon :D jacky and assistant are coming to teach us styling! i wanna learn from him pls! woots:D:D:D
okayyyyyyy im outta here.!

Ylove,xin

You, love me

2006-12-01T11:52:00.000+08:00

The song Kid's Prayer really, really is anointed.
Each time it plays, I feel so warm and touched, that fuzzy feeling (:
Lyrics are simple yet true.
Recent convictions brought me closer to Him than ever.

Presence of God is so strong each time i listen to that simple sweet song.
And have I mentioned before? the song, I could Sing of Your love forever, always brings me back to that feeling I had during Emerge05, that kinda closeness I had with Him.
it was the best.

I've got work later on at 2pm, gonna head out at 1pm, but crap, im quite scared i cant see at work later, and feelin' the i-dont-feel-like-going-work feeling cos' 1) my specs broke, though i dont wear it. 2) my another specs the degrees abit more unright, dunno leh, should i wear? 3) im down with a BAD flu 4) im quite hungry now 5)its my first time at another outlet (yeah, i worked once only what!) hahaha

i am sniffing non-stop and my mucus are dripping like tap (hahah i know you didnt need that information)
rawr, my eyes NEED TO recover soon luh . booho.
on a lighter tone, i should be gettin' my pay real soon!

i need too:
1)pay back God
2) get my ipod fix!
3) get Create stuff!
4) get organizer!
5)Highlight hair!
6)pay phone bill!
7)eat suki with chew!
8)get presents!

okay, rightttt, i think i will use my money quite fast.

anyway, needa digress, More than Anything has been one of my all time favourite Christian song :D

and, imai, aww you miss me too, and yay to my new blogskin, but im gng use this current one a bit longer first.

and dear shiya! if you read this pls leave me a msggg puh-lease! (: hope you are okay yeah? (: my hair to be done on sat! whooo.

WOO and my video is done, yay!!!!!!!!!!
woo, i crave cookies and cream icecream nowwwww, rawrrawrrawr.

im feeling all tired ): rawrrr
and whiney, hahaha

badbadflu>:(frowns

love,xin

lotta'love

2006-11-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

repliess!
suwan: takecare okay you! haha yeah now is the hectic season , busybumblebees(:
chew: linked!
adri:aww, love you too!
charlala: i love you dearrrr(: hollandv soon please!
yvonne: be happy with yr age, lol looks like im gettin my pay earlier than you. ha!
shu: thanks girl, hope you enjoyed laughin at joyce during the outing. hoho!

Imma' satisfied happy girl cos' CRYSTAL talked to me on msn :D and CHARLALA IS BACK! and and and, XINHUI bought me a BLING BLING tinkerbell necklace! :D:D:D joyyyyyy! BUT I MISS IMAI!

anyway, past two days have been pretty good and all too. (:

On tuesday, went town with Shuhui, Shiya, David, Wilfred and Joyce.
walked around to find their superman and batman shirt (oh, imai aint you glad wilfred helped you got yrs first) and we went to eat waffles at Gelare.
I NEED TO MENTION THAT JOYCE IS SO CUTE, she made all of our toes laughed. HOHO.

She thought whipped cream is melted icecream (; so cute please and her 'help me!' is hilarious(:
love you lah joyce. dont sad cos we laugh, cos we think you too cute pleaseeeeee!
went back church for meeting and then shiya and me went to eat abit at sakae. ha.
ended a day with a nice photo like this, we wanted the fun shot, but stupid us nv see properly put in coins already.

anyway its nice, cos its us, hahahah. (oh yeah btw, alot people mentioned that shiya and me looked alike in some ways. HAHA, guess its the fringe and dimple. lol)

today, i was woken up by the call of XPRESSWORKS (WOOO) and im gettin my pay soon. :D:D
went to settle some work stuffs and then went to meet shiya and david for lunch.
went to find shiya stuffs and den we ate at pastamaniaaaaaaaa
as usual i had vongole, woo.

oh yes, i went to find out my create material price too, most prob gettin by sat, I NEED TO START!
and then we went to fareast again cos david wanted get his buckleeeeee

happily, shiya suddenly wanted to do tattoo, piercin and hairextension.
i crossed out the first two off her mind and we went to Gataomo(cos charlala told me its good there, so did weitze)
so checked out their pricin for highlights cos i wanna do it after i get my payyy, wow they give great offer, i can do like 3 colors!

shiya was thinking if she should cut her hair, and she did cos stupidly david and me was like "wah tired tired, can sit down, you cut so we can sit" HAHAHAHA
so shiya did her nice nice haircut and decided to do her extension too.
haha, david went off before she started her extension. haha
was thinking if i should go back do my video too cos i really needa but mommy called and crap i cant stay too late too.
so stayed with shiya awhile since jacky the hairstylist said its only about 10-15mins long.

jacky the hairstylist was real nice, each strand was 10bucks and den shiya did 10 and got 1 free. lol and plus her haircut suppose to be 120bucks like that, but she paid 90bucks (:
the styling and all was nice too. wootttttttt

so her FAKE HAIR FAKE HAIR (i told her dead human hair)hahahha, so nice okay, so tryin scare her was niceeeeeeee!
pretty girl! long until waist sia the longest strand, nice pleaseee

yupyup nice please and then i went to buy friedmarsbar and went home.
popped by macs and got fries and went home.

my dad abit high tonight, he was staring at me half the time tellin my mom i quite pretty and i look better than she did when she was younger 0.0 what a dad, comical can.
made me felt so weird. hurrrrrrr

okay right, im gng slp. tml is a long dayy.

i've work on friday. aye(:

gnight,bye! Yxin

dancing in the rain

2006-11-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

the rain comes and go. haha.
really, im beginning to fall in love with rainy days (: i kinda like them. heh.

im gettin a bad flu again though, *sniff.
imma goin to optical soon, hah, woke up pretty late, head was hurtingggggg rawr.
and then video training and meetin laters. yup

love the little things of life, its the little things, simple things in life that makes life exciting and beautiful.
little things makes me happy, does it make you happy too?

nothing beats a great breakfast with a love one.
a little note of concern at yr bedside as you wake up.
a sudden sms from someone you cherish.
little children and their cute actions
dancing in the rain.
time by the beach
blowing bubbles
sitting around bumming doing nothing with people you love.
spending time with great friends.
family coming together for a dinner.
a hug.
a pat on the head.
a simple sweet gesture from a stranger.
a little cup of coffee that perks you up.
lights and joy, christmas (:
be happy (:

Jesus loves little things too.
John 21:4-14, Jesus makes breakfast too, its a simple little gesture of love (:

Give and receive little things, and thank God for little things, enjoy the love and joy from little things.

Celebrate life with love, enthusiasm and passion (:

Ylove,xin

put chilli on my fingers

2006-11-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

think i wanna put chilli on my fingers to stop myself from rubbing my eyes ):
gonna go check again tml, uhmm.

anyway went for duty for adult service and then ate quick lunch and went for youth service, thank God evrything was smooth as the AD :D
aft debrief went to eat dinner with part of CG.
went back to church and waited for David to get things from vanx and shiya and me was just lazing around, and doing nonsense like knocking our heads together. HAHAHAH.

2person had mentioned that we are alike. hahaha.
anyway we had nothing much to do in church so we left.

me,shiya,david and imai, we left church and walked aimlessly, ending up at heeren walkin about, and then we went taka.
birthday boy was honoured to have 3 pretty girls *ahem! with him. hahaha
but quite poorthing, all 3 from fashion ministry and we keep window shopping, going into shops and he just follow behind. hahahah (:

went to taka and bought cheesestick and imai bought doughnuts.
poor shiya was fasting and she was uber hungryyyyyyy, but she bought cheesecake too so she can eat at home after she break fast(:

met up with wilfred and jeremychan, omgosh super gay. haha.
okay, so shiya and david left soon later and we slacked ard bought drinks went kinokuniya and i find my organizer.

we were at coffeebean cos of jeremy's brilliant idea to want go there sit down, but end up we bought nothing, but we talked abit there, about certain twits and wilfred deleted his photos off jeremy's phone and he was sad. HAHAHA.

and i took funny photos of jeremy, tell me about it, i dunno whats he doing either. haah. (dont scold me hor, wilfred said its okay to post. ahhaha)

okay, so i went to get my nail polish .
when we were at faceshop imai dad called and wanted talk to me, hahaha, quite funny, then blahblahblah.
then go home, yeah. im kinda tired. gng slp soon.

loves,xin.

what went wrong?

2006-11-26T02:22:00.000+08:00

i wanted to go to bed, but im like still at the comp. crap this is bad for my eyes. rawr. but im like dont really care omgosh shit.
i need my pay luh, stupid idiot surveyor thing, killed me and now delay pay only, i bet yvonne the girl who just turned 20 is crying out loud for her pay too.
charlala i miss you (: see you will read this when you are back from wulupandang china. ha.
suddenly i feel like opening up and spilling all the things to someone right now, i think i go talk to my best bedmate (piglet)
haha. right, my right eye is really itchy, both feels dry. ha.

rawr, i think i go read cleo until i fall aslp, i hope i will not be late for video tml and wake up on time and reach on time. omgosh. i only got 4 hours to slp and im happily still not slping.
im thinkin if i should even slp, uhmm.
anyway, i was indeed wondering what went wrong in this certain - issue.
oh well okay i think i go roll on my bed now.

i dont make a very good friend, do you still wanna be my friend? (:
love,xin

hold me close

2006-11-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Yvonne\20th and David\16th! (:

so yeah, i went for my eyecheck this morning. uhmmm
yup, so they were really nice and patience with my itchy eyes. ha.
took almost a whole hour to check my eyes.

so the result is that: my cornea is damaged/injured, there are specks on it, causing like dents, thus i see things really veh blur.
this was exactly how the optician drew and explained to me (the 2nd pic, my cornea is like that, #2 that is. rawr)

wear specs also no use, my degree and all would be way off compared to my actual degree, so its just cos of the damage.
imma not allowed to wear contactlens): and also, not allowed to use preservative eyedrops.
no idea what caused all this, contact lens or the solution or just dirt.
gonna go back evry alternate days to check my eyes, hopefully the injury of my cornea will recover, or not i gotta go Singapore Eye Centre I think.
well, i hope i recover, or not i really dont know how imma gonna tell mommy. uhmmmm.
she never really liked me wearing contacts, and even if its not caused by contacts, she willl just blame contacts.

hmm, hospitality today was quite okay (:
weitze was killin' jiaxin and me with his nonsense.
but well, i had a good talk with him when no leaders came in to eat. haha.

yupyup, always appreciate good conversations (:
oh and jiaxin loves my shoes:D:D

rawr my eyes hurts now, actually no, more of itchy. really veh veh veh itchy ):

okay imma out. loves

YXin

the past

2006-11-25T04:13:00.000+08:00

a picture that i really love (:
i miss, alot.

Yxin

a breather, a getaway

2006-11-25T03:55:00.000+08:00

volare

im feeling really weird.
like real tired and all and i dont know why >:(

i think i wanna visit the beach alone sometime next week,
i have no idea why i am feeling so tired about everything.
breathe in and breathe out.

they have no idea wassup in this place.
they are hardly around anyway.
they doesnt understand how the youngest feels.
they cant really be bothered.

funnily, today i thought of many people i would love/hope to hang out with soon again or just spend more time with and for some to just act as if nothing has happened and just have fun.
i miss them (:
hope you guys are doing fine.

today, i miss and thought of-

crystal

colleen
darrell

andrew tanoto
yongxun
isa
jay
amelia
my sisters

Yxin (p.s/i feel really fat. HA)

keep shining

2006-11-25T01:40:00.000+08:00

A Lotta Love This Christmas

yupperoos (: dance prac today and then i had a short meeting with sister wendy (:
yeah, projects coming up.
publication, postproductions.
also, fashion and video are gettin busier.
and dec i gotta start work

gotta really start planning my time well.

was really hungry during fashion ministry meetin, haha, the meetin was suppose to end at 6.30pm so i thought i would just go meet sis wendy and eat after that, but we ended up eating at 8plus. haha
went eat my chasoba (after much cravings) with shiya

she went off to meet her friends after that and shermaine accompanied me and we walked around.
went to find organizer, think im gettin from Borders (:

cravings for cheesecake so we went starbucks and rushed and eat.
11.55pm we left starbucks and ran all the way from somerset to dhobyghaut mrt.
ran like super tiring, cos last train was 12.03am. faints

Gosh, lucky we caught it in time. haha

my fingernails are terribly painted now, left hand two coatings, right hand one coating. HAHAHA
anyhow painted them last night for fun. lol

my parents are naggin non-stop now, and seriously some people just dont see how things are and always assume things i do.
hate it how people dont understand me and always assuming things. gahh.

im really tired from the running just now (lousy right i know)
and i need to go check my eyes tomorrow, im gettin' really scared >:( its like gettin worse and i just received news today that Complete solution have problems one, like omgosh, then tell me which solution is reliable like tht!?
my eyesight are failing me each day, i think i need to lay hands and go pray upon them.
i dont wanna be blind. ahaha >;(

right. Christmas is coming, and i Ylove Christmas, dont you?

Always wanted a Christmas tree at home, with presents below.
with mommy happy and excited, preparing all for Christmas too.
and celebrating Christmas with my family every year.
Oh wells.

YXin

for joy fun and laughter. (photos entry)

2006-11-24T01:07:00.000+08:00

these photos were taken quite long ago. let me recall, i think 10Nov. haha (: anyway they are funny and nonsensical.some are real CLASSIC expressions finally got shermaine to send me aft i uploaded on her comp. hehehe (: video crew i love, shermaine and amanda and esther and all (: click to see bigger version

The last is usually the most classic. this one is. :D

YXin

see the rainbow

2006-11-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

i just stocked up tidbits in my room :D:D:D
I went to NTUC just now, i got myself
hellopanda,driedmangoes,crunchie and mentoes.
I regret not gettin salty stuff like chips cos i crave now.
tell me im not gettin fatter >:(
i wish. HAHAHA
okay, burn fats burn fats tomorrow, why holidays i never go joggin one ah?
i was just wondering.
cos' imma quite a pig, i slp till 12pm or just in time to get ready and leave the house for appointments all the time. okay.
right, im talking to myself :D

like my new blog skin? i kinda like it, till imai do up the one shes doing. whee im waiting.

but shes gng taiwan soon, dont forget me imai, shopping and think of xinjie. HAHA

Yxin

fly high

2006-11-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

I watched Step Up yesterday with this woman on top YvonneCharlalaaaaaa, HAHAHAH and i tempted her to buy popcorns. I was eating the mixed one, but she wanted just the salty one. hoho.
(p.s/ not bad ah, yvonne, these photos. so classic. these photos was taken 1 year ago at pammy's house :D)

I have been eating alot of pancakes lately, cos my mommy bought the mix and there isnt anything else much to eat at home so i just munch on the pancakes thats fluffy warm and nice that i would make (:

Anyway, Step Up was a good movie, i like (:
yay, i cant wait for tomorrow.

anyway suppose to be gng to satisfy my craving and go eat suki sushi with chewtheng today but then that girl not free ):
Deprive me of my food ):
Anyway both my parents are home, guess its good for me to stay home, might be gng IMM with daddy later.

Oh, i can see the new IKEA from my house, the sign is like BIGBIG okay!

Oh yeah, i finished watching GOONGPrincesshours already (: its nice. haha!

Anyway I videoed yesterday for Revival meeting and it was powerful (:
Hmm, somethings up lately, but I have faith God will put things in place (:

I WANT CAMP TOOOOOOOO!
rawrrrrr, i hope there would be one for the poly/jc/tertiary people :D

Anyway I started work already, dont have much shifts for NOV, will start more in Dec (: But its pretty good, I knew Mary who is nice (:
Hope work will continue to be all good.

Dance dance dance, i wanna dance, I wondered why mommy didnt let me learn ballet when im younger.
Then i recalled that I started dancing in Primary1 :D
I joined dance in school :D
And i started drawing and painting in K2
And I played Piano when im K2 as well (:

Wow, much talents put in me and i thank God for them (:

Anyway, I was on friendster yesterday, at my first account, and I looked thru the prom photos for this year's graduates, and I was lookin at some of my old friends' profile and wow, people changed and all (:

Yay family outing later, im feeling sleepy now though.

To you who is probably reading my post, well you probably would know the you im saying here is you (I shall not put name for privacy cause): God loves you alot, and so do I.
He cherish you and dont ever feel that you are not worthy of His love, cos He died for you and He wants the best for you. Things and your life might not seem all good now, but why dont you just trust in Him, your future is in His hands, your life; things that happened, what you have and what you dont now are in His hands. Everything might seem bad and bleak, but why not just cling on to God? He loves you. Praying for you. you are His precious daughter whom He created and love. Come back to the Father.

Again and again You picked me up.
Love me Change me Mould me (:
I love you Daddy(:

YXin

rainy days

2006-11-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

Rainy days a beautiful sometimes (:
the sound of raindrops (: simple.
joy in simple things of life indeed.
anyway thanks Bill! I got the job (:
yeah, im gonna work tml already.

God is amazing, i got blessed financially and also just got another job (:
anyway i am finishing my watching of Goong vcds hahaha (zhiya i can pass it to you soon!)

anyway, my video is almost done too, for zoneF (:

yeah, things are gettin more hectic, a step at a time (:

i am fallin' in love with You all over again.

love, xin

how come like that

2006-11-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

Repliesssss!

suwan: hello there! ha, strong girl? hmmmmm, i dont find that i am a strong girl myself luh, hahahahaha, anyway yay God loves us (: see you ard.
yvonne: ah, bedok is horrible luh yvonne, i dont like cats there. horrible things >:(
shuhui: wah lau why your house bedok there SOOOOOOOOOOO many cats one. haha. anyway not funny luh, work only what, last time i work before okay. just that this time more torturous, ahah. oh and i did not call my mom to cry! she called me to ask me something, just happened that each time i cried (ok twice only) she called. hahaha.

i am squinting so hard! >:( thanks to my painful eye, yes, AGAIN. RAWRRRRRRRRRR.

anyway, hooray i completed that horrible BEDOK already.
then i headed to shermaine's house.
before that, i went hougang mall and got her candies, and got some clips and met up with zhiya who was gng her house too and we bought kuehtutu before gng to her house.

bebe loves me shermaine (:
bebe was jumping on me whenever he comes near me, awww!
and shermaine is gettin skinnier pls, shes alrdy skinny enough, yet her chinese doctor went to give her some medication that will make her ls even more, boo, poor girl.
anyway, i ate dinner at her house.

her grandparents are really funny, they stareeeeeeee at me and zhiya and then said we are the same person we look alike 0.0
and her granddad talks to me in hokkien which i dont understand (rather had a hard time understanding).
then he even asked me to pick toto papers for him and i was like HUH! 'save me save me shermaine' but that girl just asked me to entertain her ahgong and picked i dunno 6/7 pieces of paper, uhmm. do i look like im some lucky girl ha.

i need to exclaim out loud something.

I am having a BIG craving for Ben's&Jerry and I WANT TO EATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ):

yay anyway tomorrow i get to burn fats cos im gng ecp with E4P5 (:
anyway, msn is havin huge problem for evryone and it makes me feel like i am talking to myself! >:(

okayyyyy, i dont know, im quite tired now thnks to my lefteye.
i have much thoughts in mind, like alot of things to do ahh. :\ rawr.

i see myself trying too hard to get to you, trying too hard to know what you are thinking, its time i step back and just leave you alone; some space some air. uhmm

mister unfamous designer. *ahems

2006-11-15T11:53:00.000+08:00

well, i was talking to this friend of mine on msn earlier on (well for his/her safety i better not reveal her name.)
so she was telling me this particular teacher which i didnt really like very much cos he is real mean, and thinks that he is oh so great and is a greattttt teacher (my foot), who USED TO BE a great designer (uhmmm, actually not really great, my friend's dentist said that she/he knows him but thinks his designs are not nice) and [used to be] meaning not anymore. (sniggles), asked about me.
yes, and then he CLAIMED that i have NO INTEREST and its good that i quitted SFS.
and he labelled me as 'that blurblur'
oh well, know what? thanks to teachers like you, who speaks death, doesnt inspire students, made me left the school, one of my major reasons.

cumon' let me get it clear, i left SFS not becos' i have no interest, i have it, but i really dont see myself going far in it.
so i thought its better for me to take time to really think what i want and i dont think studying with teacher like 'ahem' around is a great wise choice, cos he is just bias and doesnt particularly likes me, pinpoints me and scold me.

oh well whatever it is, i have come to this point and i would just say, i love you mister 'unfamous designer' still, cos I have learnt to love the *ahems* unlovables.

so happy teaching the classes which you always called 'snails' and 'stupid' and 'blur'.
im outta there so i guess im dont really have a say in the way you teach already.
'nuf said.

im off to stupid bedok, 5 houses today to cover and I AM DONE HOORAY!
its gng be fast, wait for another entry in evening, im gng to visit dear shermaine who is suspected with dengue, hahaha.
well, im gng there to visit cute bebe (her dog) and tk vcds, and tk photos of shermaine looking sick (and ugly she claims) and bebe and use her laptop for adobe. hahaha.

YXIN
love me love me say that you love me

bad day stupid job

2006-11-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

i really dont like my current week job ): its badbadbad.
i get screamed at by people(chinaman) who later scolded his wife for answering me.
and i get irritating people who answer all the questions then dont wanna give me their name and number, i mean , look! i need your number and name for what?
im not gng stalk you, imma just doing my job right?
oh bothers, whatever.

so yeah being the usual crybaby (yeahyeahyeah) i cried twice after being hauled at by people.and meeting annoying people
and then i walked alot, real load, i think i can lose weight. frowns.
and then Bedok is a bad place, i really dont like that place (poor liyue,shuhui,jianhong and those of you who stays there)
its like there are thousands of cats there 0.0
i have to like escape or take longer routes to avoid stupid cats, or run away, wasting more energy.
you know, its like under a block there can be like 6 cats? omgosh its like ALOT.

frowns, i really wonder why my parents doesnt feel the pain of allowing me to go out and work and cry to them over the phone when they call me. hur.
they can just say its normal, i mean yeah i know it is.
or tell me "see now you know working is not easy" which is like, 'OKAY! i already know that long ago so was this the reason you asked me to work to let me undergo these nonsense. thanksssssssss dad.' 0.0

and the stupid supervisor doesnt want to let me go back and give them the forms, asked me to finish 30 first, crap.
tomorrow i gotta work again apparently cos it was too late just now like 10.2opm like that?
so i gotta travel to BEDOK AGAIN, UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH >:(
rawr.
i walked a total of 6 hours nonstop today, yay to slim legs (righttt)

i need a proper better job.
im like super drained and tired and the weather was super humid and its terrible.

okay right, i have blabbered enough, thank you for wasting your time.

xin

learn it from the hard way.

2006-11-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

i think im quite dumb sometimes to not realise and learn many things when im in the mistake already.
i take a long time to realise how it doesnt do me good, and by the time, things would have gone worse or happened.
i think i really gotta control my temper lately, its gettin' worse ):

xin gotta learn to accept the fact that not evryone is always there , except for God.
perfection and self-expectations doesnt applies to evryone ard me.

right, im just seem to be whining none stop. ha.
and no wonder people withdraw themselves from me , hmm just like what pst said. yeah
indeed im learning things the hard way lately, when things does not happen the way i want things to be thanks to me for always saying things i dont mean, or hauling at people when i dont really want to- then slowly do i realise i still dont feel good doing all the stupid things.

no, it doesnt feel good at all.
joy and love is suppose to be simple, but- why like that?

yeah, shut and stop saying imma emoemoemoemoemo . rawrrrrr

Yxin

rawr rawr rawr

2006-11-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

'rawr' is my most frequently typed word lately, and i unknowingly say it out sometimes.

im currently havin much weird cravings for foooood.
i wanna chompchomp and yumcha and macdonald's breakfast and strawberry strudel (which i listed lately as my favourite food)

my eyes are oay alrdy but its hurting now.
it always hurts at this point of time all the time ):

im tired from working today, its not funn.
i wan another job, thank goodness this is only a week or 2 thing.
rawr , my cough is still not okay yetttttt, boohooo.
i wanna eat b&j. uhmmmm.

christmas is coming (: hooray!

i need to start my Create06 artpieces soonnnnnnnn. uhmm!
rawr tml work again. boo. i hope it doesnt rain.
i wanna sakae now too, see all weird cravings.

yeah right, im bored yet i dont wanna slp much as im quite veh tired. boohoo.

love is simple.

Yxin

painful eyeballs

2006-11-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

my eyeballs hurts so much.
last night when i put on my contacts only the left side was abit painful, then it was okay.

this noon when i put them on, it was pretty okay.
after i reached church and sit around and do video, it started to hurt like madness.
thanks to weitze (: for the contact lens case, or not i had to suffer for LONGGGGGGGG time, with MORE pain ):
anyway, aft i took my lens out it still hurts, like NOW, its still hurting, i have no idea why.
I cant open my eyes properly and its super super duper red. rawrrrrr!
flu's pretty bad too . RAWR.

ANYWAY, on a lighter tone, i hope JASMINE & ELAINE can go Youthcamp! Cos' i wanna go and I wanna have fun with them, whee (: so pleaseeeee go, puh-leaseeee? :D:D
anyway Jasmine pls takecare of yr leg ah! aiyo! (:

yuperoos, i was on the train just now, and thoughts of what garrett and wendy said to me over pyjamas party last time and the most recent cg came into my mind.
sets me thinking, hmm

anyway, im off now (:

To end, let me ask of you guys a favour!
help vote for my friend (Eric Chen!)@ ">http://noisesingapore.com/showcase2006.php

catergory:under apprenticeship-photography, page 2, any of his works. his name is ERIC CHEN (:
yup! it will be up at marina square too on friday-sunday 10am-10pm

Yxin

dont realise

2006-11-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

im' serious, no one would realise. dead serious.

rawr, im bored, nothing much done the whole day thanks to dinner at grandma house, and me being so lazy.
I ended up not gng church to do my video, ugh, now i gotta rush even more.
but the feeling is lousy when you do nothing for a whole day.

and something, rather many things struck me today.
seriously, im happy now only for God and nothing much.
people come people go, some i cant be bothered, some i miss dearly.
memories etched, but you cant hold on to it, what benefits from holding on?

im still grumpy, i hate this moodswings lately, oh blah.
each time i see that familiar face, thoughts comes into my mind.
no one really know me isnt it, except God.

yeah, many would say i have too much time to spend, too much spare time thats why im like that lately, gettin more grumpy and stuff.
but its a damn disgusting feeling to know that, people are not always like how you think they are.
even myself, i get kinda irritated with my weirdness lately.
i hate late nights when all's quiet and i start to think, yeah, no wonder darrell used to say i think too much.

cant help it, but its a fact that i've lost a bunch of people im really close to.
maybe lost is not the word, drifted.
well, guess i've come to a point, i can easily get close and attached to someone, and let it all go easily.
horribly disgusting, but, i dont know, its a fact which i cant stand either.

many are all too busy with things.
i wondered how come things are not the same lately, maybe its me.
maybe i have came to a point i get so afraid of things, im becomin what eric(chen) mentioned, ha, im aggressive.
maybe.
i dont know, i've learnt not to say what i feel.
i've learnt to say things which i dont really mean it.

yeah, go ahead and let your thoughts run wild and think.
but i hope you dont, cos this is just my entry of rantlings, i dont see why i cant have my freedom to rant what i want.

so long goodbye.

i miss the times, last year, at this point of time-hearts awards, alot.

Yxin

rahrahrah

2006-11-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

dinner- pizza home delivery. yay to drumlets Y ok right, im feeling grumpy today.

Yxin

cough cough go away

2006-11-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

videocrew dinner was awesome, we had dinner at Quality Hotel (:
Brother Sky and Sister Evelyn's treat (: Wee, 9 of the crews were there.
Me, Tiffany, Koon, Yvonne, Van, Weiliang, Minyang, Jonathan and Eric (:
It was some buffet thing so we ate till quite full, heh (:
Had Weiliang's birthday cake too (:
my cough has gone worse after i happily ate icecream and brownie after the main dinner ):
Im coughing like uber badly now
>:( frowns.
throat is so itchy, rah!

Been waking up in the middle of the night for past 3 nights, rah, horrible cough, i wanna cut open and scratch :\
boofrogs.
Been coughin so bad that somewhere near my tummy, okay i dont konw where, hurts so much evrytime i cough, its like piercing pain ): rahh!

CandyWeekend! I got myself candies too :D
I must be eating too much junks im gettin horrible itchy throat.
XinyiKifa visited today (:

Hmm, having much thoughts in my mind right now. Rah.
Anyway still thinking and considering if I should choose Laselle, im pretty scared but I pretty much thinking of going there. Ayeeeee.

Was just thinking if one day if i am gng to just stop bothering about _ things, how would it be like?
I guess I will still be worried and concern. Oh wells, I will leave things to God.

Outta here now, loves.
(p.s/ needa mention, TIFFANY IS SWEETY, she treated me to one lollipop today cos' shes in a good mood YAY)
Yxin

tugging heartstrings

2006-11-04T15:06:00.000+08:00

parachuteband was good. much funnnnnnnn!

boo, imma gonna stay home today, my flu and cough is killing me):
happy birthday shuhui.

i finished my trashy novel At First Sight by Nicholas Sparks already (: its pretty good, imma gng on to another one , You Drive Me Crazy by Carole Matthews.
Im feelin really drained and tired by my flu.
Mommy's home with my lunch. yeah.

im feelin really weird now after reading a particular blog, makes me feel that im going to lose someone i love. okay shoot me. hahah
hmm, i've been havin tummyache too since lastnight ): boo.
suddenly i just wanna say, crystal tan, i miss you alot.

hmmm,i dont like the idea of people come and go in your life.
for awhile, with certain people we are the best of friends, and slowly, people just drift.
thank God He is always and forever there, right there with me. feels so right (:

and i love bestie colleen alot, i know that no matter what shes always just a phone away (:
and shermaine, (see dont say i dont mention you in my blog) who is always so happy go lucky, shes always smiling gleefully and always with her nonsenses tryin to chirp me up when im low and down (:
noel always with his stupid sillyness that cracks me up, not bad leh noel, you are one of the first few friends i knew in church and we are still goodfriends :D yay to that, we might be schoolmates soon . how lovely, hahahaha.
darrell i certainly hope you would cheerios too okay, credits to you for just being there everytime im in boohoo mood and gets really mean and nasty. oei boy ah, remb the smileys okay.
chew ha, thanks for listening that morn when you were at my house. (:

oh yeah clementc is my new best (: he's a paiseh one though. hahaha (: this is so super nonsense.

i wanna go watch cartoon and eat lunch soon. sniff sniff stupid flu.

oh yeah! candy weekend the nxt 2 weeks!
200g free candy for you if its yr first time visiting :D:D:D want to comeeeeeeee?

okay, imma off now, coughing like mad ):
video dinner after service tomorrow, hooray. (:

God loves you (:

(p.s I crave Starburst)

Yxin

mind's whirlpool

2006-11-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

I did pretty much nothing today, but i m terribly tired due to certain reasons. blah.
love goes out to those who endured the demanding me . thank you.

have been rushing video which is not done yet, hmmm. go on go on. ah

Parachute Band is coming tomorrow. yeah, Liyue's coming for it. great.
Shuhui's birthday this saturday (:

by the way, i really needed to thank those who made life in nafa sfs better for me in a way or more . loves. charis&xinyi, i give you bonus Y

things are just coming up and bigger, i need to take a short break before going on. ahh.
today was a bad day for me. boo.

i love oldies, they are goldies (:
chew is over at my house now, shocked me. oh well.
ha.

just be there. loves.
Yxin

can you feel the power of love

2006-10-30T01:36:00.000+08:00

(: i shall update in point form again. heh.

service was awesome as usual today, ev ev ev! :D
links to a thought. (mister noel, evangelist of the year 2005, your pullover is still with me, i dont think i wanna give you back x) hahahahaha . whee)
my eyes are veh itchy now, im like rubbing it so much.
today is kinda a good day (:
yoyo wants to treat me dimsum tomorrow cos she loves me and wants me to be ard at yumcha too.
we are gng dimsum buffet tml! cherie,yo,chew and me (:
clement is going to jump and say hi next week. ahaha
i went candy empire with wayne and shermaine just now (:
we went vivo rooftop aft that to talk a little (:
im relatively quite a happy girl today (:
i did the design for soul redemption card (:
OHHHHHHHHHH, im changing my course for sure already i guess , to visual comm (:
so that means i have holiday till july07. oh yeah
but mom wants me to work
hospi with zxinyi nearly killed me, shes out to murder! hahahahah (inside joke)
imma gng play pictionary now. byebye!

Yxin

let me play among the stars

2006-10-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

fly me to the moon is a pretty song(:
well, i should update in point form, cant seem to put together what i want to say, so it shall be a ramdommambo entry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA! (: I miss how we were super close in the past, you were my leader when I first came, my first friend in church lovelovelove you (:
I am missing alot of things right now. (things, times, people, past) people always say its not too good to keep looking back in the past, but sometimes thats just the way it is isnt it?
This particular someone's nick reminds me of a particular someone. HAHA.
I have been eating ALOT ALOT today, and i feel very FAT now ): carbocarbocarbo, ALOT OF IT ): [potatosalad,meesua,instantnoodles,vongole] GOSH! >:(
Churched early today to rip some footages, going down tomorrow early to start my video.
Feel like I have drifted from many whom im' once close to.
I dont really fancy the silent late nights lately. I start to ponder and think.
Noel stop calling me noob will you? (:
I still cant stop my food cravings, i feel like eating gummybears now.
I dont feel appreciated somehow about somethings sometimes, but thats just life isnt it, nevertheless God loves me.
KrisFuWenYan(Yanyanhappypill) attempted to cheer me up last night, and told me something that made me stared at the screen, good try kris.
MAY YIP CALLED ME THIS MORNING >:( now im just waiting to talk to mommy, im really confused myself.but, mommy doesnt really want to talk does she? screaming/shouting isnt talk.
I need a real tight warm hug.
I miss convent days whereby you get hugs so easily, just so easily you dont appreciate them, now that I look back my convent days, I miss it so much. How did I dread my convent days? I wonderr, how could I have? (things and life's just like that isnt it, you dont appreciate what you have when you have it... well God I thank you for evrything in my life now, though theres alot of bumpy ups and downs. Y )
Playing with Rinnah makes everyone smile.
I Y Rinnah!
Im' tired but i dont feel like sleeping.
Holidays are ending for me, how? I can lengthen it if i go visual comm, so now how? >:( I DONT KNOWWWWWWW.
Noel's pullover/sweater is real big but comfy. haha.
I think i will have indigestion tonight.
I am worried for a particular thing... not really, and alot more stuffs.
I need to work, but no one is working there, so I dont feel like.. and I dont have time.
But I need cash! >:( FINANCIAL BREAKTHROUGH PLEASE
Weitze loves to jack me. Kinonn likes to poke my shoulders. Shermaine likes to laugh.
I crave Marks&Spencer(Centrepoint) Cafe's strawberry cheesecake now (see i want eat again).. ha, i remb it was cos of someone that I visited that place and had their strawberry cheesecake and loved it. Someone. Hmm
I think tonight's a good night to sleep, but why am I not sleeping yet. HA.
I have yet to collect my tinkerbell necklace >;( stupid them, i no money then stock come. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I want to stay out at night before school starts, not wild things, but just, hangout. hmmm
I love Jazz music (:
I miss dancing, I miss rock&roll days, ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT. People Dance Memories >:(

IF you had felt that my entry was a lil emo, ignoreeeeeeeeee them (:
Its just days when I think more. haa .
And its sucha self-topic'ed entry, all I and Me. Oh well. Goodbyeworld.

YXin

You look better - smiling

2006-10-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I saw some photos somewhere, and it made me smile a little.
Whatever ever the case it, people all look better smiling(:
My church has a culture of smiley people, and thats won-der-ful

Hmm, its always good to see people smiling.
But what is the real emotions behind those smiles? I wonder at times.

Lucky none of us really has the ability to READ PEOPLE'S MIND, that would be scary, but there is always ONE person who sees everything and knows everything, your ugly hideous character, every. single. thing. and He is God.
But God loves us despite all the flaws.

Some random thing: The haze is better today (:

I have some photos to be uploaded, but im so lazy, cos this stupid laptop is so so so so lousy , and the main comp broke down and I dont really want to use Xinyi's lappy to upload, cos its pretty troublesome to save here save there import and stuffs.

Last night's OPM was great.
Feed my spiritual man (:
Imma pretty lerthagic now, despite resting for quite long since I came home.
Noel said imma PIG ): he's so mean he called me a PIG.
I just recall, NOEL YOU OWE ME MONEY HOR STILL CALL ME PIG!
I was nice to share chicken with you okay, and while eating fly some meat over for you to have extra to eat, HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA, PAY ME FOR THE CHICKEN MONEY.
Okay, yes , i just made myself sound like some loanshark and stingy old woman.
Im jokin' noel, pass to me when you see me (: im so nice

Okay, back to OPM, it was great.
Something Pastor said set me thinking, what am I captivated by? Hmmm.
Im struggling a lil' lately, but things are still cool (: I still love people. yeah, and I love God. Always, Forever.

Up up up I go, flyyyyyyyyyyy !
Bah, i'm havin' a lil flu, its annoying, I gotta keep sneezin into tissue ):

Anyway, I hope MayYip calls me soon, cos I really need her advice on my school issue ): HURRY COME BACK FROM LEAVE MAY! (f.y.i, May Yip is my form teacher)

And anyway, I know of people who are going thru difficult times now, different issue and things, parental objection this and that- keep going okay? God loves you, so do I (:
Yeah, not all jolly whooly goody for me, but... I'll be fine (: hopfully

I think i know why im so tired now, straight aft OPM( which btw, yay I didnt die doing video :D:D) , we went MACS to eat breakfast (which btw, the WHOLE mac was HOGC people (: (: super cool and they were nonsense kept singing Happy Birthday, and we left notes on tissue papers to tell MAC people God loves you (:) and as i was saying, I was very high then when we just reached, before we started eating.
I have no idea, but maybe its just becos' I didnt slp the whole night, so I was quite hyper.
I was messing my hair, talking loudly like some idiot, and messing joyce's hair too :D
And creating 'funky' hairstyles with Xinhui (:
RIGHT. 0.0

Yawn, i think my family is eating dinner out today.. Mom's not cooking and I hear Dad and mom talking about food for dinner.

Imma outta here. and let me go count how many times stupid noel called me a pig.

(1 TIME)((ZONE-D)) NoeldicksoN,Inc. HI MY PHONE HAS POWER RANGER says:hahaha
((ZONE-D)) NoeldicksoN,Inc. HI MY PHONE HAS POWER RANGER says: why u so pig one!
(2 TIMES)((ZONE-D)) NoeldicksoN,Inc. HI MY PHONE HAS POWER RANGER says:hahaha
((ZONE-D)) NoeldicksoN,Inc. HI MY PHONE HAS POWER RANGER says:pig la!
(3 TIMES) ((ZONE-D)) NoeldicksoN,Inc. HI MY PHONE HAS POWER RANGER says:hahahaha
((ZONE-D)) NoeldicksoN,Inc. HI MY PHONE HAS POWER RANGER says:i knew it u pig

Super mean, he called me PIG 3 times ): Okay, byebye Imma out.. to do.. I also dont know. oh well. HAHA, think of design for Create work (:

Sow a thought, Reap an act
Sow an act, Reap a habit
Sow a habit, Reap a character
Sow a character, Reap a life
Pastor How told us during OPM (:
It all starts with a, good? or bad? thought (: Whats yours?

Yxin

Unclear.

2006-10-23T13:59:00.000+08:00

How am i gonna break the news to them/her?
I am pretty unsure.

Then I realise I have alot to say, but this blog doesnt allow me to, i mean, there are certain things and limitations here for what I say.
I shall not stumble anyone.

Oh well. OPM laters, it will be good.

Yxin

Little Girl's Thoughts

2006-10-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

take time to look at beautiful things in life,
pause and look around,
there's things worthy more of your time to take it slow.

I miss being the lil' girl I was, chubby and fat. HAHA.
I remember how naive I was always imagining im a grown up.
Eating my meegoreng before i go school, sipping my ribena acting like im some high class adult.
i dream of being a sportswoman, businesswoman, weirdly, i never thought or dreamt about where i would be today.
i never dreamt of myself taking Fashion Design, or even having interst for it.

Much as since young im quite a vainpot, i look in the mirror; i cry like crap like its the end of my world when i get a bad haircut; i wear jeans and boots at young age (act mature only sadly)

But I gotta admit, im quite cute when I was young ahahhahahaha, no not being thick skin here, you see-

Cute what right?The one with a twist is me, Jingfen is in this photo too, behind me :D

Its quite funny how we grow up in this world of complications.
Exposed to the dirtiness and worldliness of everything, learning all the things and sins i never know of when I was at a young age, and when did I start to lie?

I remember I even had a crush when I was in K2 already, how funny a little girl I was.
I already knew how to write letters to boys okay. HAHA
I remb writing them and rolling them up like a certificate and tieing them with a red ribbon (:
And I remb clearly what i wrote "can i be in yr powerrangers group?"
and surprisingly at a young age i was so witty.
I even sent a letter to that boy's house after we graduate from k2.
I knew he was going to be in the same pri school as I was, I sent him something, eraser? I cant really remember, but so cute I was.
HAHAH
I dont even remb why i had his address, and funnily, he sent me a toys'r'us eraser back, its orange with the girrafe on it (:
I can remb so clearly (:
And he- whom we seldom contact now, but still keep in touch now and then, my mrflen, 11years plus of friendship, jingyuan! (:
Hope you are doing fine, haha i have no idea why im mentioning this suddenly in my entry, (: just as i type and type this entry.

Then I can remember how I was brought to heart of God church (: thanks to ivan my cousin (:
things were never really the same again.
God's love God's grace, things i never get to learn outside, I learn it in this house of God, people that are ever so sincere, i met them here.
times when im down, there is always God there for me, ready for me to fall on.
its just me, stubborn as i am since young, sometimes just unwilling to let things go, let it all to God.
things are still now and then like that for me, im not perfect, but I thank God for his gracious and love.
God you are good to me.

Few things that has been affecting me lately.
People and things.
I got my results, and they are crap.
I dont even really want to think about it.
I dont know how to break evrything to my parents.
Sigh, oh well, i just hope it will be better.
and thank you to you all who have been there.

things that i got to know lately has been draining me quite abit, but let just hope it would be better, I had DaddyGod to lean on when I cant take it.
Guess its just up to me if I want to.

Funnily, I am wise in what I can say, but its a matter of whether I am doing what I say or whether I want to or not.

but anyway, im happy i baked brownies yesterday and few people that i can remb- charlala,noel,wendy,yongcheng,brandon(who said its NOT BAD),shermaine,christine enjoyed them (:

and a msg cheered me up a lil' just now later in the night (: (: ( ; after i ate dinner with the maines (shermaine charmaine).
Shermaine is sucha unglam girl, i will blog more on it nxt time till char sends me sher's unglam shots.

its good when people you care alot responds to your concerns, and when you are down you know that they are still there (:

I like what i read from Jamie's blog, 'Love makes the world goes round', and its amazing to be 'falling in love with the same person over and over again' (yeah Jesus)
and guess its really more than words sometimes, its just about being there and the presence of being there, Darrell told me the other day, sometimes 'words are empty', pretty true, just like I said, im good at my words, so what? doesnt mean that i do what i say.

yeah yeah, another GREAT example, which is a crap one, WORDS i can SAY.
MY ASSESSMENT, i scored A for my communication skills, cos i spoke well, presented well, but the rest? ... trash.

Oh well, whatever it is.

Imma outta here, its sucha long entry, claps to you who read all of it, please leave me a msg, i feel like no one visits. uhmm!

Yxin

Hankerchief Lil Girl & I love bestie

2006-10-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

Okay its past 12am, so Happy Birthday My dearest 2nd sis, JIERU! (:
Its amazing how you are growing in church, ministry head and all. love love love :D

Anyway, some updates about yesterday(tuesday), I went down to church to meet Shermaine and we went to eat halfprice waffles, Kinonn decided to come along so Eric came along too and so did Weitze and so did Imai and so did Weijie (:
And they insisted that I am 'manifested' bah! and said evry 10 secs I would laugh, so we played a game and I tried veh hard not to laugh, okay all those nonsense.
Weitze kept disturbing me with the most hideous hankerchief he have. EEEEEEE(no that doesnt explains my title, that will come later).
Anyway we competed who could cry first and I won, bwaha.
We then visited VivoCity. yupyup and I bought crackers from Candy Empire *yay theres one there. So here's some photo from yesterday's

And today I met up with Eric Chia Jiansheng and COLLEEN BESTIE DEAREST :D
(: we ate at sakae, took photos too then they accompanied me to put my bag in church then we went to b&j and eat icecream + talk (:
I love colleenchannnnnnnn!
then we went to PS to get stuffs and parted (:
Meet up soon okay dearests.
OKAY then i ATE again later on.

Went up church, talked to Noel fooled ard watched videos and then listen to some music and watch some footage then Eric Chen + Shermaine + Me went to eat dinner, I initially didnt wanan eat much, was quite full but we ended up at Pastamania and I shared with Shermaine Vongole and I ordered SetB + Italian Soda (Peach&Lychee), which i didnt drink finish, haha.

yupyup, anyway let me explain my title , heh.
Cos' I saw a lil girl thats so chubby and cute today on my way to meet bestie and eric, she had a hankerchief in her uniform which reminds me of how i always carry a hankerchief with me all the time(:
simple (:
anyway, i have realised, kids are always people who can make me smile from the inside out (:
they are so adorable.

right, imma outta here. work tomorrow, tired ): lets end with a sweet photo (:

its no longer about me.

evrything's gonna be alright, theres Jesus.

Yxin

Hazey Days

2006-10-16T14:25:00.000+08:00

Tired I am, but guess I just gotta keep going.
I think I just irritated someone, but oh well.
I guess I dont have much blogders lately, but haha. I dont really care, I blog for fun anyway (:
Shades from Shuhui comes in handy for me nowadays cos of the haze and my sensitive eyes. heehee.

Remb I said I have been doing alot of shopping? Yeah I did, and I was thinking through and here are the few new things I got during this holidays.

My dark turquoise green cropped jacket (From Mom!)
My new slippers
My new polkadotted pouch from Pull and Bear
My 2 new Abercrombie longsleeves hooded top (From Jieru!)
My topshop green top (from the Topshop birthday card I got!)
My new Mango shades (from Shuhui!)
My new dress which I wore for Sis Evie's wedding (:
White shell necklace (from Garrett!)
My bronze big bag (from Mom!)
My pair of comfy covered shoes from Novo (which Shermaine has black and Winifred has silver!)
(and waiting) for my Gio White crumpled longsleeves (:
(and waiting) for my Tinkerbell necklace :D

Okay, guess I should stop shopping already. HA.
I need to meet up with my bestie and Eric Chia soon. (:

I have things to do now, but I feel so lerthagic, with alot in my mind. bah.

Here's some random photos I took when I was out with Shermaine and Winifred that day to buy my shoes (:

Yeah, and photos on my 17th celebration with Chew and Chrys has been uploaded already (thanks crystal) so go to my photo page and view it (:

Also, heres some photo from Sister Evelyn's Weddin (: so sweet, I have uploaded them too.

Later at night on the wedding day, Shermaine, Me Brandon Alden Imai and a couple of the marists went B&J ! I visit Jamie again :D wee.

Many has started school already (Poly and ITE) and many has ended their exams already.
Oh well, I think I am really tired, but I have ALOT to do.

Yesterday had a breakthrough in team's attendance (:
yay.

I miss you and you alot. can you and you just get back on track quick.

you have been shocking me with things you said which I found out from others, I do not really know what you are thinking, but really, I love you much nevertheless.

and you make me wanna scream out loud, isnt what i have been doing enough to make you better? I really wonder, or is it nothing and not to be appreciated? I keep looking forward each time but I always end up with disappointment, and no, i have enough of sorrys. im just concern alright? im still buggin more than ever if you notice, i m not gonna just not bother. so dont try askin' me to. i must see evrything back and proper in place for you

I am disappointed in many things, but I know there are also things for me to rejoice about, I should not get affected, but its difficult but I know Daddy gives me strength (:

Go figure what im tryin to say, if you know me well enough you will get it (:

Ever feel like giving a particular someone a tight big hug right now and just wish that hug would ease away all the troubles and problems in him/her ?
Thats how I feel right now, I feel like crying, crying not cos Im sad, but more of desperation to see people fine and back on track.
Does it help even to worry much, I suppose not. Oh well.

Imma out, off to do slides preparation.

Yeah, I wish I could really read your mind.

love, Xin

(: Birthday Weekend and DimSum Monday

2006-10-11T12:37:00.000+08:00

Let me start off random: I have been buyin alot of longsleeves top lately, and Imma specially in love with hoodies. hoho. also, I have been gettin brown tops lately. HAHA.

Oh I have yet to thank all those who wished me happy birthday (:
And Eric Chia Jian... (ok fine i forgot the last word, im sorry. HAHA.Sheng is it?) congrats to you, you managed to be the first to wish me just as you hoped to. HAHA

And thank those of you who gave me pretty presents (: and fantastic times.
And to those who actually forgot about my birthday, its okay, God loves you nevertheless. (:

So yes, some photos. HEEHEE. (Okay, 6th Oct celebration's one will be up only when I see Crys online. hmm) so meanwhile, enjoy the Birthday Weekend (7th&8th) and DimSum Monday (9th) photos.

People I havent took photos with for long time! (Adri, Charmaine and Eeloo)
And also Shuhui and the sunglasses on me! She gave me :D hoho.

Dim Sum Monday

Met shermaine on the train, we were all late, yo was earliest who reached (: We ate alot of Dimsums and Yumcha :D
But that 2 girls cant go eat buffet for nuts! They eat SO LIL!
Made me felt like a pigpigpigo.

Lovely day with they (: So here you go . Photos. ( Have photos in yoyo's camera too! but she havent send meeeee)

We were at Chinatown! I like this photo :D

Yoyoboyfriend was too busy with her food to look at the cam!

And they are so cute (:

hungry yet?

Us! (: (: lovee(wear sunglass act tourist)

Yo was amazed by this i was disgusted though, snakes and bats and all. eeeeeeeeeeew!

And we walked past a shop with sunglasses and they tried.

And we left shermaine to pose herself, shes soo petite.

love!

Shermaine looks so cute here. lol

RollyWacky

Right (: thats alot of photos for you.
Yesterday after work I went shopping for shoes with Shermaine, we went to eat waffles too (half price half price :D)
And then I didnt manage to get my shoes, but we saw nice ones at NOVO. So imma gettin later.

Yay, Im gettin my gio top too.
Oh yeah I mentioned Im supposed to meet mommy but didnt luh, cos she said no need already.
Anyway, later got video training (:
Hmm, last night shermaine and me took veh veh long to decide if we should watch movie, then later we realised all the counters evrywere closed, and we were shocked, we thought even on weekdays there are midnight movies. ha!
And we were veh hyper too, singing old chinese pop songs and "Im a Barbie girl, in a Barbie world" hahahahaha.
(: oh well, that girl is crazy.
Okay, and we saw chowchow the dog that looks like bear and lion (:
SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE, the owner told us its name is honghong. heehee.

Alright. Imma off now, update again soon. LOVE!

Songs that reminds me.
Many time,many things are just beyond our control, More than words.

YXin

My 17th

2006-10-11T12:10:00.000+08:00

All photos soon

Hmm, my seventeenth was celebrated on the eve of my birthday with my sister, crystaltan and beloved chew.

went shopping with my sister(jieru) and much as alot of things went wrong and iniatially i really had no celebration already, God is good to me, evrything went all well again.
I bought alot things recently(I will make that yet another entry)
Hmm, shopped with my sis (photos up soon)
and I met chew to go Chinatown collect my new bag (from mommy), and then we went yumcha to eat xiaolongbao and mangoprawnroll (shiokshiok) :D
Laters, got news that video training was cancelled so chew continued her plan of bringing me to the 'secret' place, which later I found out it was Mount Faber (:
We met up with crystal and we ate steamboat on the mountain. lol.
It was good, i was veh full, scenery was fine much as there were HAZE bah!
we took alot of photos, played lanterns and I was forced to eat a small mooncake even when im veh full (cos we played frog game and i lost all the time, so i was punished to eat more).
I will upload photos, its all with crystal now (:
All in all. I had fun and a long day

Saturday much as it was pretty bad, in fact it was bad, cos of alot of things, oh well, I tide evrything through with God's love(:
Live Feed was on too, exciting uh!

And then on Sunday it was pretty alright, normal and all. Had exciting meeting after service.
I was really tired at the end of the day cos I did video for both services.
But it was fun fun fun.
I will blog in next entry about this week, monday and all (sneak: dimsum photos with yo and shermaine, i shopped for dress.. blahblah!)
And yesterday I went to shop for shoes with shermaine.(but never buy!)
Laters, buying my shoes with shermaine again. heh
And I wanna get my shirt soon. yay.

Im off to meet mommy to look at pants and dress. heh

love,xin

Apologies

2006-10-11T12:00:00.000+08:00

An entry updated like not long ago is below 30th sept first entry (points down) dont ask me why appear there one. I also dont know . HAHA.
Okay, next entry coming up.
I will blog more about my birthday.

(:

2006-09-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

love makes the world goes round (:

watch this :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4
sweet (:

Yxin

17years showered with love.

2006-09-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

(take your time , its a REALLY long entry (:)

Life's good, much as I get emo at times, grumble/complain/whine alot, things always settle down eventually and things will be fine.
(: 17years ago today, lovely Xin was borned. HEEHEEHEE.
God had in mind His creation of how I would be like; my hair colour, my facefeatures, my talents, my characters, my flaws, my talents, my likings and dislikes, my family, my education, my career, my marriage, my failures, my acheivements, my hurts, my joys and every little thing in my life.

17 years of my colourful life, things will not be the same without the wonderful things and people that has impacted my life, in a way or another.

So I've slowly typed a LONGGGGGGGGGG entry (:
Well, some is pretty summarized and some names I did not particularly mentioned doesnt mean that you guys dont mean anything, i mean, YOU DO mean something in my life, cos you have been part of it (:
Be it Good or Bad memories.

I thank DaddyGod MOST importantly above all things, for HE created me, made me the way I am, and gave His only Son to die for me on the cross for my sins.
He is the one who is ALWAYS there, loving me so much, caring for me so much.
He is the one who made Xinjie the way she is.
(: So, thank you God. Heehee.
Mom and dad are great-for having me, taking care of me these 17 years,loving me despite many things I have done wrong, love me still even when they get so disappointed and angry with me at times. honour them, yeah (:
Pastor How and Pastor Lia for having Heart of God church the best place I have ever been. Only to know of it after 15+years of my life.
Them, for pouring their life and heart into the youths in the church, giving us SO MUCH oppotunities to learn things we would never have if not for hoGc.
Always caring so much for me, understanding me and seeing my talents.
My spiritual dad and mom, i love them (:
Heart of God Spiritual Sisters and Brothers all of you I love, thanks for making this place the bubble world.
Ivan Poh my dear cousin who brought me to church, though it was an incident cos' of some crush which I ended up going for RedRain concert, but, thanks to his constant invitation and never give up attitude, I was persuaded and i went in the end, and life's never the same (: Thank you cousin korkor (remb you wanted me call you korkor? HAHA)
Pamela for showing me the most sincere welcome when I first went church, took care of me, made me felt loved and helped me fit in the church (: Thanks Pam, you're awesome!
Garrett who has been teaching Wendy how to teach us, guide us, love us. Garrett who is always so smiley and patient towards me. Garrett my great Ezone leader (: Love you Garrett!
Wendy my current leader who never gives up on me no matter how bad I might get at times, gives me chances when others might just give up on me, again and again encouraged me. Love me with all her passion, care for me and teach me many many things. Thanks Wendy, you're a great leader.
My two elder sisters, much as we quarrell alot, dont talk as much anymore, you guys are great. I love the times when we were younger, we spent alot of time together doing silly things.Both of you for being my sister being just the way you all are, annoying or nice to me, you guys are appreciated every single way.Since God placed me to be both of your younger sister, there ,must be a reason why we are in the same family.
My first CG C1 in 2005, Hey guys, we are not that close anymore, but you know, you guys showed me great love, alotta GIRL POWER cos veh few guys only Sean i think? HAHA (: much love .
Epop; E4 is simply great the way they are.
-Cuiting: you are ever nonsense and accompanying me do silly things, and Tuesdays Gelare waffles (:
-Ian:You are ever funny, someone who is always positive, you inspires me sometimes by how faith filled you are and you hunger in Christ! (:
-Xun:My little brother ah, whom I dote alot please, much as we have quarrelled umpteen times and all, I appreciate you every single way cos' I know you are a fine boy inside.
-YC: You for being the ever lamest,very funny boy (:
-Alden: For always making me laugh with you act gay'ness and being always very nice to bully (: And a point of time when you were always there, thanks.
-Macus: For trusting me and being willing to tell me your secret, heeheehee.
-Vanessa:For being the TEAMMATE since i first came church, the ministrymates, FASHION VIDEO/PHOTO/Hospi (: you crazy crazy girl (: love.
-ZhuoXinyi:For always being there to help me out when I have things on with my people, always being the caring and detailed one (:
-And the rest of E4, you guys are great the way you all are. Lets me more lovin and keep popping.
And E3, I will name a few people (:
Adriena: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LUH, you grew SJC. (: You're a growing seed, grow grow grow, love you girl
Jolie you've been great since you joined us, being the ever happy go lucky girl (:
Imai: for being ever so NONSENSE and funny.
Charmaine: for being ever cutest little one whom I like to camwhore and play with (:
Peckhoon i will never forget the lovely times when I integrated you, you're great.
Eli: for being ever so crazy and nice to talk to (: love love.
Phyllis:MY AWESOME JUNIOR whom i never had thought would come join us in this journey when you rejected me many times (: but im so so glad you are with us now (:
Sarahchan: I know you quite a few years already please, (: for being the ever blur queen who is so funny.
And the rest of E3 for being part of Epop and SJCIANS for being in HOGC , its a joyful sight (:
Chewtheng greatest friend I say, always being there, you understand me through and through, sometimes as if you can read my mind, whenever Im' down you are always there and its always you whom I can just spill everything out to, I have no secrets with you, I love you CHEW! (: (:
Crystal Tan who always be bimbotic and go crazy with me when Chew dont want to, for always being so crazy, and nice to talk to. i miss you alot alot, please get back(: lovelovelove!
Darrell boy thanks for being just the way you are, always so blur and nonsense and always there as well (: Always remember the 3 smiley faces and I can remb how I am deeply touched by your little act to bring my the printed photos for my fine arts(:
KrisFu the yanyan happy pill (: for giving me happy cures all the time (x you are the wackiest and always being ever nice and sweet.
Shuhui and Liyue you girls are great, love you all and keep growing in Christ. You both allowed me to see things in a bigger way and allowed me to find joy in bringing people closer to God (:
Tiffany for being the ever great NAFA HOGC mate (: Always we rant and complain about school work and all. You've been greattttttt.
Darren Yeo for being the ever mad cowie yeo, and being nice to call me FAIRY! And our msn funny chat conversations that cracks me up.
Jackson for teaching me many things, I dont know how to put it, but you've been there for a period of time, BOSS AH! (: (:
Noel for being such a funny boy, for the happy you that I know. Much as we dont hang out as much as in the past, you're still much loved being ever so nonsensical HAHA.
Jamie you inspired me alot (: your lovely blog i love. heehee.
Yolandaaaaaa my boyfriend, of cos i love you so. you've been the funniest girl, you have seen the MOST unglam sight of me, IM SERIOUS!
Ruoen, Esther,Cheryl Chan, Eeloo, Dexter: (: I love you guys!
Video Crew : one of my ministry where the crews are more bonded (x Love you all pleaseeeeeeee.
Sister Evelyn Brother Sky for teaching me so much in the Video Ministry (: Being the ever sweetest Sister Evelyn whos always so bubbly and nice and ever patient Brother Sky for always teaching us different techniques and training up the Video Crew being with us (:
Colleen my bestie bestie (: Thanks for always making an effort to meet up and keeping in contact, 6 years of friendship and I am still counting, we will see each other in heaven too. So cool (:
Eric woah, hahahaha To think of it, remb the funny times we had in P6? Talk about immaturity (: Us then. (: hahaha, but Eric Chia! you've been a great friend (:
Isa and Jay for being good friends in my upper secondary years, being ever bimbo and whiney, I miss you girls alot and please meet up soon.
Mandy and Jenifer us being once close (: Mandy remb the family table? The Sars days? Jenifer you are one pretty girl and i love camwhoring with you.
Jingyuan well you might not read this, but I knew you since K2 and you goodlookin boy (: much as you always scold me and irritate me, I thank God for havin' you as a friend,leading me to know great people like Sheila, Weiren and Yonghua (:
People I was close to in my Pri-Sec schooldays well, much as we are not close already and all, haha (: thank you guys for making part of my life exciting the way you are, all the cliques and whats not
XinyiKifa for being my first friend in NAFA (: and being the ever crazy girl you are. loveeeeeeee.
Charis whom I can tell alot to in school, you are always the happy go lucky smiley girl, and we always feels the same about things (:
Peiyi for being a great friend you are, helping me hand up work lending me markers and all (:
Batch of camp instructors with me in SJC : fantastic people, i have yet to see ALOT of you for a long long time, camps with you guys are always great. miss.
SJC TRACK TEAM: i started off in my cca with great awesome seniors, and though much as through my years in sjc, things got worse, people around me were very much nevertheless appreciated.in the team great mates i have spent time with, times we cry together and all. people like lynne yarhui shantal jaslyn manda dyan meiyi siewkee serene brenda liting thanks girls, for making life in track much easier. haha

And actually i am quite lazy to continue thinking now, heh.
But know what, as long as you have been part of my life, i thank you (:
Sweet sour bitter, God has placed you once in my life for a reason (: thank you, with love.

xin

BoohooBahBee

2006-09-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

Boohoo, i burnt my tongue when I was eating my Shrimp Wontons a moment ago, the tip. SO painful pleaseeeeeee.

I've been havin pretty long days lately, e.g today, work+video training again.
LIVEFEEDLIVEFEED, i dream you. SO EXCITINGGGGGGGGGGG!
So previledge to be part of Video/Photography Crew (:

Im tired, but excited (:
Hmm, tomorrow is yet another quite hectic day
(Crap, my tongue feels really disgusting,bah!)

Chew is so cute, she called me to call her just now, and said its some not so good news.
She kept me pondering and wondering, but I had a few guesses and I got it right.
HAHA, she said that for my birthday we wont be eating at Ritz Carlton anymore but she will have other plans and she was SO WORRIED that i will be disappointed!
HAHAHAHA, AWW.
NO LAH IM NOT. (:
Im not so piggooish. HAHA.

I have many thoughts in my head right now, too tired to think though. HAHAHA.
Was just thinking,how we should really you know; just do things not for people's attention or noticed. But outta pure love and heart.

My life's pretty good actually, people who are really close to me are really very very very much cherished, and I thank God so much for them.
Opportunities in life given to me which others dont get to experience, allows me to learn alot and unleash my hidden talents and make it something potential.
There are so many things I am thankful for, So many people I really dear and cherished.
But isnt it true that in life, we are really people who are always in NEEDS and WANTS, and whatever we have is like as if NEVER enough?

Hmm, think about that! pretty true isnt it?

Oh well (: Stay tune for my birthday post, its going to be exciting hee hee.

Yxin

sugar candy you are one

2006-09-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

(: I had work today, and went off early cos' had to meet vanx and iankoh for shoppinggggggg! (:
It was all pretty great, Pastors saw the clothes and all and they thought its a good change (:

So hurray.

However at stupid Fareast, we got nice jeans but bad service at this PARTICULAR SHOP.
Their service was initially good, great in fact, but you could see behind these, they were gettin pretty forcful, like you MUST get something before you step outta the shop.
So unknowingly, our taste being so high, we picked this hundred over top for ian to try, and they wasnt really happy and kept asking whats our budget, but vanx just told ian to "just try"
so he tried and we thought its quite ex and so so.
and then i told vanx to go off soon cos can see these people gettin forcful.
So they started by insisting "so which one you all wan?" kept asking nonstop! even when we say get ian to change then see how.
next minute i could see them still persisting i told ian "ian ah, change to your actual clothes i need rush off"
and then?! they went to 'confront' vanx, yeah their tone was bad "Whats wrong with our shirts?"
faints, please luh, such bad service, we just said nothing bad but just ex.
guess what? they didnt allow them to leave though i walked out already, they were sayin then we shouldnt have tried and all.
In the first place they kept askin' whats our budget.
WORSE, the shop owner came out and 'scolded' them as well sayin, we are deceivin their good customer service, how would his employee feel? how disappointed would they be?
WHAT NONSENSE. we try doesnt meant that WE ARE BUYING WHAT.
what "if you are not buying or cant afford you shouldnt have tried"
HURRRRRRRRRRR, SO NONSENSEEEEEEEEE.
I BLACKLIST that shop, well i guess WE did! (ASK ME IN PERSONAL WHATS THAT SHOP! DONT GO PLEASE! HAHA. I DONT WANNA PUT HERE, later i get SUED. HAHA xD)

Oh well, Ian got a top at TOPMAN (haha, nice tops there! (: and nice lookin' people, BWAHAHA inside jokeeeeeee vanx!)and then the rest (2 tops) at PULL&BEAR
THEY GOT MY NICE POLKA DOT POUCH THEREEEEEEEEEEEE I NEED A NEW WALLET, and THATS IDEAL.
AHH, and alot nice things, but no, i need to fulfil my promise ! BF!
Maybe I'll just get the wallet/pouch, shall see how.
we rushed back to church to show Pastors what we bought after that (: (: (:

Yupyup, imma offta sleep, alot things on tomorrow, work/videotraining. blahblahblah! (:

Goodnight world.

It was a pleasant sweet sight. Somewhat the heart skipped a lil' at that sight. Lovely. (: Something hidden in my secret book.

Oh, this morn' I saw lil'augustine boy I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS >;(

YXIN

:D So Cute Cheer Up

2006-09-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

I told Chew imma gonna blog about her, I told her I am sad about my assessment, hahaha. She said she will pray for me as well and all and she drew this.
So cute lah. (but she say just like her, I gotta think twice in sayin. HAHA)

Ohkay, byebye!

YXin

Tinkerbell Joy

2006-09-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

(Photos in this entry quite small/ taken with lousy hp!)

I think i want to name my child (if its a girl) Tinkerbell next time. WAHAHHA.

Aiyaaaaaaa, im havin' mix emotions right now. HA.

Reason being: Assessment was badbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbadbad!
Evrything was so rush, I was nervous, Thomas was not happy with me.
I tried veh veh hard to hold back my tears please! Thomas was scolding like dont know what, gah.
And I just gave him a WIDE smile. "Ohkay can, sorry Thomas, yes okay" was all I said, I mean. What else could I?
Im' now just worried I will get reassessment which I really really really DONT WANT
ITS LIKE $100+ buckeroos and mommy will kill me.
As long as MayYip doesnt call this few days till Fri', IM SAFE.
I dont wanna waste money ): BOOHOOHOO.

Yeah so I was feeling pretty bad after the assessment.
Was so tired after all the rushing overnight (I slept 2hours last night) and in latemorn going over to Peiyi's house to do my Fashion design and ended up not even using.
AND my efforts treated like nothing, skirt just thrown on the table like that ):

It was quite irritating luh, I printed all my stuff that cost me quite abit, then end up no need present and all. BAH.

I wanted to watch The Devil Wears Prada with Cui! But that girl didnt felt like watchin already, then again i was quite tired too.
So I went home to change and decided that since my mood was pretty bad and I ought to cheer up I went to meet Cui and Mai at Compassptn.

So we walked around randomly, I drank pearly soya, and we randomly stepped into Sakae Sushi and ate abit.

And I spent money on those turn turn turn capsules thing cos' I wanted pretty TINKERBELL!
It was so funny, every attempts was a different character, we are short of Little Mermaid!

So look at all the tries, the 2nd attempt then got Tinkerbell, CUI TURN ONE! (:(:

It made me so happy. HAHAHAHA! (:

1st I turned and then Mickey came (Gave Imai, its hanging on her hp now) Then we tried again, and Cui turned for me (CAME ALONG TINKERBELL. MINE MINE MINE! Gonna wear it with my Tinkerbell metalpendant necklace im' gettin soon)And then we tried again cos i wanted another tinkerbell to make earring, we ended up gettin' the white cat which is quite nice (its gonna be for Eli then (:) So I was so persistant we turn again and came Stitch. HAHA (Its mine, maybe hang on hp)(p.s IcantfindmyStitchphoto.BAH) and I told Cui to try ONE MORE TIME and she tried and came along Jumbo.HAHAHA.

So nonsense but nonetheless I was cheered up a lil.

Tada this is the collection.

Got some candy and got my new cross, and when I took off my old one with my heart pendant then did I realise they looked so pathetic, all the crystals dropped out!

Okay Im' so tired I think im gonna slp early later. About 10pm, Mommy and Daddy's not home yet. BOO.
No one's home.

DaddyKing' Im' gonna just trust in You

YXin

I wasted time.

2006-09-23T16:51:00.000+08:00

I blogged in the earlier entry saying im gonna do my fashion design stuff takin' a break yeah?
Ended up taking soo much break, but lucky my addon stuffs are done. Now left the redos.
Alot though.

So, i wasted time by attempting to paint my toes properly (which i cant really)
It all started when i stared at my pretty toes that was pedicured (okay, shit i forgot to take a photo before i cleaned them off); my pedicured toes were like coming off already the paint, so i decided to repaint myself, so i happily clean off everything.

I took out my nice baby pink nailpolish.
Happily attempted to paint it nicely, paint get rid paint clean off that was what i kept doing.
Concluded that its my polish's fault i chose another colour.
The brighter pink one.Found it in mommy's drawer.
Yes so I attempted to polish, before i even started, as i tried to open it, it dropped on the floor, and quite some polish spill on the floor 0.0
Yes so you got it, my floor looked artistic.
But mom will scream if i leave it there!
Thus I spent quite some time pouring the polish remover, rubbing scrubbing scraping(i used my screw driver to scrap hahahah)

I was quite fed up, so i drew abit.
Then i painted again, I took white one this time round.
And it was all okay, until i happily think i am some super pro pedicurist(spell?)
Go take toothpick want to draw my own art design on my toe with the vampire red colour-
So obviously not nice and ruined, clean off all again and repainted, and tried again and cannot make it.
So actually i wasted ALOT of time, i thought "AIYAAAAAAAA, Tomorrow go church wear covered shoes no one see right? Monday assessment must wear covered shoes also! Why I wasting time siah. Maybe aft assessment then slowly paint or what lah, siahlah."
So I cleaned off everything again 0.0"
HAHA, im so dumb.

But anyway I was happy to realise my hair is really gettin long! :D
I realised when I was scrubbing the floor, deciding i wanna tie up my hair into ponytail cos it was so hot.
HAHA, (yes i seldom tie up my hair nowadays)
So, wow i was quite amazed and very happy that "WAH hair quite long ah."
hahaha oh well (:
But imma gonna grow it longer.
Whee.

This is random, thats whats right infront of me right now. hahaha. (:
Okay back to work, i hope mommy will bring me out! :D

Y Xin

Guess what

2006-09-23T11:50:00.000+08:00

JUST A LITTLE MORE TO GO XIN. JUST A LITTLE! MONDAY MONDAY hurry come!

Okay! I guess things would get better, its really up to me to smile or frown i guess.
And too much of frowning does me no good, look bad kinda thing you know. HAHA
Anyhow anyhow, just A LIL more to go, assessment, you're not bringing me down no more!

I said i'll be back yeah? And I am going to be back.
Happy Smiling Cheerios.

I've been worn out, burn out.
But well, just a lil' more.
I am doing my fashion design stuff now, but takin' a break.
Redo'ing some stuff and adding stuff.
Yeah, thinking if i should go get a job during the holidays, mom wants me to. Ack.

Mommy and Daddy's wedding anni this sunday (:
They're not gonna be in town. Aye, i hope they get me stuff (food and clothes) over at Malaysia.

Laters- going out with mommyyyyyyy(:
Its's been long since i spend time out with her.
Just hanging out.

Well, i hope i can finish my skirt in time, more of less done? i think? HAHA.
Okay' my Taiwan Sausages are calling me to gobble them. Off i go.

Y xin

You say it best, when you say nothing at all

2006-09-21T10:57:00.000+08:00

I guess things will remain like that, i dont know.
Its not gettin' better anyhow.

Flu bug is still in me, but im better.
Ha, i was just telling Crystal yesterday how I can take care of people but cant be bothered with myself.
Oh well, im gonna go school soon.

I dont seem familiar to me anymore

Yxin

careless loveless place

2006-09-19T20:53:00.001+08:00

Had a really difficult day in school.
It was sucha long day, to think I thought I could leave early.
Flu was killing me the whole day.
I finished 5packets of tissues.
And my nose was red like tomato.
Bad migraine, booo and stupid cough which comes now and then!
Yet I have to rush pattern making.

And then? Thomas just had to scold me say I am stupidly slow and whats not when he knew I was having flu.
And said I better not pass it to anyone,but hey, coming to school even when im' sick, as if i want it!
Its the teachers who said that if you are not very very sick, go school if can, so i was there!
And then?
Uhhhhhhh-oh.

Really, I dont know how much people in school care, for a moment i just felt so lost in the place, I dont know, no one very much bothered to even ask "Are you okay?"
Its about the individuals, dont see much friendships and relationships in school seriously.
I was dyin' to go home.
I didnt bothered or wanted to message anyone anymore.
Well, not wanting to give selfpity and all but really, i was about to cry any moment when Thomas came over to me.
And when I was desperately asking help, evryone was just too busy doing their own work (well no offence)
Thank you Charis, for helpin' and being there a lil here and there though you were pretty much quite busy too.

Bah. Im like tearing right now, sneeze too much keep tearing.
I think I daydream alot.
): I have still yet to get my diary.
Ah, and anyway there's more work to be done. ):
But I dont feel like doing anything today, i wanna slp.
Feeling really terrible now.
Its been long I feel this bad.
Okay Imma outta here. Love.

YXin

Hi Silly.

2006-09-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

I hate it especially when I really fall sick and I dont really konw wassup'
Imma like having bad flu, coughing every 10 seconds and fever comin and going. (imagine nose like a tap, throat like a spoilt machine and teary eyes)
This spells a-n-n-o-y-i-n-g

Got dad to fetch me from dhoby today after school, cannot take it man!

And im stupidly veh veh annoyed with my FD results. boo ):
But anyhow, Sophie was nice to give me a nice score for CommSkills presentation.
And Ivan still rocks alot (: for my not that bad score.

I wanna get a booky diary soon.
Well, there are still thoughts that are personal i need somewhere to scribble.
Much thoughts in fact.

hullo world, hullo xinjie, wake up your idea.
Okay the reason this is here becos' i iniatially typed something which is so un-seenable on my blog.

Aiya, needa go do Thomas's work already. Goodbye world.
Yxin

worth?

2006-09-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

"Love makes you do crazy things".
Indeed, PstLia mentioned that during svc today.

Dad sent me to church today (wow) yes (wow).
He also fetch sisters from church for dinner today (double wow)
okay, but then again my point isnt that... ha.
Today before Dad sent me to church, we fetch mommy from the market @ amk where she helps granny.
I saw the backview of ahma.
She didnt see me though, she looked tired from her backview, walking slowly..
a thought came into my mind "when was the last time i spoke to her or visited her?"
its pretty long i guess..
oh wells.

Imma rubbin my eyes quite hard again i feel like i am going blind again. haha!
hmm, service was awesome today
give me sometime, everything well be fine again.
i cant put my feelings into words about today all together right now, but...
i know and imma still His daughter, that- i'll not forget or let go.

Tomorrow is gonna be the start of the last week of preparation, nxt week 's gonna be my presentation day assessment day, ack!
and yay to holidays.
I hope my sewing and all will go smoothly, hopefully i can finish in time!

Right now imma talking to few people on msn, this is random.
Yongcheng, he asking me for photos.
DarrenYeo:He's telling me some stuff which is cracking me up.
Darrell:Apparently doing his essays
Cuiting:her nick explains that she is talking to me about 'Baileys;the original irish cream' hahaha.

Hmm, i was wondering this morning, does things we do too often for others- get unappreciated, taken for granted in the end?
Too often; insignificant?
how does that apply again?
i think all of you probably thinks i m mad nowadays, thinking too much. ha.
oh wells!

I wanna go Candy Empireeeeeeeee soon.
I wanna get things there. haha. so random, hmm!

I AM DEAD, maths olevels is coming up, havent done ANYTHING.
goshhh.

ha. my sis just subscribed to mobtv. ahha.
hmm, i had a good dinner with the family at balestier.
Fishhead steamboat thingy with some other dishes.
Yupp.
Tomorrow got presentation for Sophie's thingy, not sure if i wanna go yet, if i dont go she will take my marks of last week's.. an A also, hmmm.
i dont know, shall see.

Stupid Cui, tempt me go take the Baileys and drink now. hahahaha.
Make me crave only, i hope this time i drink wun be like the other time my silly sister and me got drunk cos drink too fast.
but Baileys is tasty. i like the irish cream taste.
okay enuf' nonsense. im outta here.

who is worthy? who is worth the love?

ttfn(tata for now)- i learnt from Charis!
(:

Ylove,xin.

daddy and mommy

2006-09-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

a day at home:

dad is veh veh high, he went like "im veh haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-py". faints!
then he gave my mom my allowance, so i was smiling to mommy "hi mommy." (tryin to indicate her to give me part of my allowance. ha!)
and then dad was asking me to kiss him on the cheek then i dont have to pay for my own concession fare for the month.
hahaha, reluctant me just shook my head. gosh, i dont know, im not use to that what! uhmm!

i told daddy i feel like going on a cruise and he started going rocking on the bed sayin "you are on the cruise now, this is the waves" 0.0
tell me about it, hes like so hyper.
mom and me just laid there in bed, laughing at him. ha.
uhmm, imma still readin my mag, but i am updatin as well. oh well.
anyway imma gonna put light makeup for assessement i guess, hide my hideous eyebags. ha!
look presentable and stuff, hmmm.
i wanna go on holiday.

i want to sit on ferris wheel or go round and round the carousel for my birthday, who wanna fulfil my wish. hahah!
Yxin

rainy saturday and sweet tooth me

2006-09-16T17:09:00.000+08:00

its raining so heavily, i hear alot screamings from downstairs. ha.
mommy went to the plaza to get things, i wonder if she can handle them, lucky shes smart she brought along an umbrella, the rain is so heavy, makes me feel like sleeping more.

however, i have been popping nonstop the marksandspencers buttermints candy i bought yesterday. ha
i have a sweettooth and this reminded me that yesterday, durin Fashion Details, i popped my Werthers Original nonstop, and at my second last candy, it flew off i wondered where it went.
I was laughing non stop, and veh sad about my lost candy.
Peiyi was worried for me cos' i might get diabetes at the rate i was eatin candies.
Through the lesson (as i was sitting behind the pillar) i was looking for my lost candy, just as i was scratching my wrist cos it was so itchy, i felt a lump in my oversized pink jacket that i was wearing.
next i exclaimed in excitement to peiyi who was sittin beside me "I FOUND MY CANDY!"
anyway i had no more candies as i popped my last piece whe i was searchin for the missin one.
i ran to toilet to wash my sticky sleeve.

ha, now imma eatin nonstop my candy again, this is bad i should stop.
Im so tired to do anything much today, but I HAVE TO touch my Finearts stuff and redo later on.
Miss TanShuangShuang who talks like MissSwan is veh nice to me (:
She told me to redo.
Oh, and she mentioned that im better with markers and asked me why.
I smiled and said "Can i hand up all in markers then? Markers nicer, neater cleaner"
and she just said "no, the most 3 markers 2 charcoal."
HMMM, okay oh well. imma off now to read my magazinee.

Y xin

blahbleeboo

2006-09-16T16:32:00.000+08:00

i slept late today.
i dont like the feeling of aching all over, feelin a little warm.
i caught a cold i suppose, terrible thing.

loveY,
xinjie

ok be that way

2006-09-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

there is a voice screaming out loud in me.

rainy friday

2006-09-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

its a rainy friday.

makes people all emo sometimes doesnt it?
no, imma not tryin' to say i am.

imma like all in mood to roll on bed and daydream.
guess imma going to get off muh comp soon and go read my magazine. yeah.
mommy's not feelin well, neither am i, been feelin quite pukish, survived pretty well the whole of today until textile fundamentals test.

i was feelin pretty bad, but i had to do the test which i dont really know what evrything is all about. oh well.

anyway imma gonna fail for the test? i have no idea, bla.
i love charis(: thank you for being in school all the time!
i survive in school cos of you please.
deep talks during break at coffeebean today was great (:
loveY

Well, went to the airport in the morn to send Isabel off to Canada, it was sad.
Imma gonna miss her! part of video crewwwwww.
then we went hanging around, went to eat foodcourt, i shared with sis food though, no appetite then.
we then went to the viewing mall and took nonsense photos, joanne now thinks she can take veh veh nice photos.(like below) ha.

uhmm, school was okay, vik lied to me about me scoring quite okay last week okay! NOW HE TELL ME, im SLIGHTLY above borderline only, whatever pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I met out with Chew yest and we had B&J, so much of it we were forcing each other to gobble the waffle down.
I guess that explains my bad tummy later in the night. blah.
it was great talking to her, as usual.
but much as she told me not think too much, i did think alot on my way home.

this time round for the first time when i talk to chew, she just kept quiet, so quiet i asked her why.
she told me, she thinks thats the best for now, to just be there to listen to me.
imma really not as happy as before? ha. i wonder.

well, things and people change, isnt it?
tomorrow i have got video training at CHC, (: exciting, i love children church.

Once again i think i will go blind soon at the rate and strength imma rubbing my eyes, oh and i read on Cleo that rubbing eyes too much is bad cos our lashes would drop and will not do good to delicate skin (eyelids).
Hmm, guess imma go off, i have to redo my fine arts stuff.. lets see if i do it tomorrow.

sometimes i expect a little too much.
want a little too much
get a little too little?

Yxin

Am Amor Meus

2006-09-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

pffffffffffft, imma gonna rush my research project later on, this time round maybe to stay up too, but not veh veh late already.
Its gonna be a different night, certainly. Imma quite sure.
Cos' of certain certain reasons, no one except me myself and I and my daddyGod knows. uhmm.

Dont exactly know what imma expecting of alot of things, i just wanted a little more of evrything.
A little more of this and that, i dont know what i am thinking, oh well.

Wow, i cant believe it was a whole day w something's absence, surprisingly.
Does this mean that it is actually really okay if it just remains like that? Uhmm, i wonder.
Imma veh tired, rah, i woke up early today.

Colleenbestie sent me a mail, a story parallel to the prodigal son by Pst Reggie Dabbs, imma deeply touched...

Molly was a young 4 year old girl, she grew up watching dvds and cds every christmas.
She owned every possible Christmas dvd and vcd.
She watched one every Christmas and realised one thing constant about them all,
every family in the shows had a tradition whether it was singing christmas carols together, opening presents as a family, sitting down after dinner and playing chess.
However, she realised that her family did not have one, and so one day, 2 weeks before Christmas she ran to her dad and asked him,
"Dad, why doesn't our family have a tradition like those in the dvds?"
To that, her dad answered, "we've never had a family tradition, my dear!"
Molly thought for a moment and asked," Can we have one then?"
Her dad looked at her and said, "Okay, after dinner on Christmas eve we will do something as a family every year, ok?
However i'll only tell you what it is on Christmas eve."
Molly waited and waited till Christmas eve and after dinner she went to her dad.
He took her little hand and brought her to the living room,infront of all the guests and relatives, he went down on one knee and said to her,
"Molly, ever since your mommy died, i've never had any one to dance with and it would be great if you could have this one dance with me every year."
Molly had her mother's smile, and eyes..even the little bounce in the way her mother walked.
So this family tradition went on for 14 years, and Molly finally turned 18.
She met a boy and started dating.
The day before Christmas, Molly asked her dad, "Can I please go to the christmas dance with him?
Her dad however said, "What about our yearly tradition? You hardly even know this boy, I think it is not a good idea for you to do."
Molly got angry and screamed at her father saying, "You don't love me."
She went to her room, called the boy and told him what her dad said.
The boy told her,"Well, its okay, since your dad does not allow you to go to the dance, he does not love you, why don't you come with me? we'll leave tonight! i've got a brother who stays in Texas and we can both live with him."
That night, Molly took her savings and climbed out of the window into the boy's arms.
They drove for a good 5 hours to get to texas.
However their romance did last long. Five days later, his brother told them both, "It's too crowded, I cannot have the both of you staying here.
Either one of you have to leave." The boy went to Molly and told her, "My brother says only one of us can stay here, i do not think i love you anymore, i guess that means you have to leave."
Molly left broken. she had no money and she had given a part of her to that boy, which could never again be retracted.
She had nowhere to go and went to a halfway house begging them to take her in.
There, she met a friend called clarrise who told her that she could earn some quick cash by putting on a dress and dancing for some people at a club.
So Molly went with clarrise to the club, the manager gave her a costume and she danced for them.
What should have only lasted for a few weeks, dragged into months and after that years. There was always something in her telling her to go home,however she shunned that thought away, thinking that she was too unworthy.
One day, while she was at the grocery store and she heard someone calling her name. she turned around and saw that it was the boy's brother.
He said "I have something to show you, will you please come with me to the car?"
He pulled out a huge box and passes it to her.
"Will you please go home to your dad, and tell him where you are, he has been writing to me everyday at my address since you left and I am so tired or receving his letters."
Will you please please tell him to stop writing to my house?"
Molly took the box back to the club and placed it on the table, refusing to open it, thinking that she was too unworthy to receive her father's love.
Another four months passed, it was the day before Christmas. Because shedid not want to be by herself, she decided to go to work.
She went to the club and saw a letter on her dressing table.
She gazed at clarisse who told her, "A very good-looking old man came in and put it the letter on your table, begging me to ask you to open"
Something within her made her read the letter, after reading the contents of the letter, she took her car,drove for 5 hours to go home and went home into the loving arms of her father, who embraced her.
She made it just in time to dance with her father under the christmas tree, just before the clock struck 12.
Guess what the letter said?
It said, "Molly..will you have one last dance with me?"
As she dances in her father's arms, she says, "Im home daddy, Im home."

Its an incredible story aint it.
I guess its tellin us and reminding us that God has been always there for us.
With open arms in anticipation for us to run into His arms and dance with Him.
Guess its really up to us to say whether or not "Yes Daddy, imma back to you, lets dance this dance, i am willing"

The story left me thinking alot alot.
I hope it touched you too (:
Thank you bestie for sending it to me.
He loves all of you.

Its time isnt it? Embrace this dance Xin.
You love dancing, much as you are not gonna dance a dance in reallife (well not at moment i guess), dance THE DANCE.
I love You Daddy.

Y xin

heyho whatever

2006-09-12T11:53:00.000+08:00

Ah, school later for me, morning lesson for Ruby is cancelled, yay ness. Oh well, but its gonna be on friday evening (:
I like my lecturer Ivan Soong alot, hahaha, he allowed me to hand up my project on thursday, yay.

imma sorry for my moodswing and emo'ness, causing some to be all worried and all, and i dont know what else to say, other than, sorry.
Esp, to You and you.

Ah, my flu is gettin bad still, each morn i wake up i blow into alot alot of tissue (from the pretty tissue box with disney princess on it, ha), hurhur.
Anyway it was XinyiKifa's birthday yesterday so happy birthday girl (: See, i blog about you already, you wanted me to blog about you right?
Okay i know she wants me to say that she is nice cos she offered me cookies. aha.
I have been havin alot of cravings for brownies lately, hurrrrrrr.

I cant wait till 25th for presentation and evrythg would cool off for time being, holiday will start, horray.

I suddenly remb today is Gelare Waffle day, heehee, i crave, later pull Charis and Xinyi go eat with me. haha.
I just texted them. lol.

Have I mentioned before? I love my mommy alot alot alot. She is happy she just got a new handphone heh.
I love mommy alot, she knows when she gotta stop naggin when imma stress with schoolwork. ha! if not... she understand i will flare sometimes.

I dont like people only knowing how to tell me of when they dont even know what has been happening in my life, how i am, how i am coping in school but only telling me off about something else I am not doing fine. thanks for 'caring' yeah!

i need a hair cut. my hair is so messy lately i dont really bother.
AH, i slept for 12 hours, LIKE FINALLY!
Its been long i slept well.
Last week imma like waking up now and then all the time in the middle of the night, shrugs* goodness why.

Cui is off to phuket i received her msg when i was awake. haha.
Hmm, my birthday is coming! ha.
oh well, doesnt really matter anyway.
hmmm.

what a colorful entry (:
Replies!

Jianhong/Liyue/Adri: Imma fine thank you.

Eric: hello you thanks, i wanna meet you you you and col col col soon soon soon, aft yr promos? my birthday? around there yeah, i miss (:

Charmaine: hello you silly girl, study hard. imma fine.

Shu: ha sounds familiar, like those words i told you before leh. lol. anyway imma ok lah no worries. mad luh, make me shy anyhow say i huo lala. hahahahahahha.

Isa: CHONG MIN MIN you finally want to appear lah. i miss you like abcdefg.JAY JAY JAY where is sheeeeeeee. Please! I meet you soon, after my exams (: Must okay. pls keep yrself free, i know its yr holidays. heh.

Chinghoon: hey thanks cousin, you helped the other time for my barbie book. xie le! (:

alright, till then.
Y xin

its a roller coaster ride.

2006-09-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

(ignore my previous and this post, im posting for fun)
mood swings? stress? oh well whatever. school is killin' indeed, i am doing my work until i can cry.
i still got alot to do yet i am bloggin, i dont know lah, whatever.

my drawings look horrendous, and i cant very much be bothered.
im tired of the competitiveness im facing in school, i dont know, im afraid i cant take it.

in school or not, i guess i should just shut up and stop complaining and give thanks for school
i should stop comparing myself with others and causin myself to feel inferior sometimes.

thank you for caring thank you for allowing me to care.
pardon my attention seeking me. crappo.
others might be better, i dont know. but i'll be here if you need me, if not i know there are still people you can turn to.
once again i am sorry i felt like a burden, im sorry i wasted your time if i did.
okay, im uttering nonsense so any of you who bothered to highlight this and read should just go away and go sleep now.
why bother to read even, ha-ha. chao kaypohs. >:)

hiho.

2006-09-10T11:51:00.000+08:00

Heyho world. Imma sorry i have been missing in action for soo long.
promise to update more after 26th Sept (:

Its the assesmenet period, the time when I get the busiest I suppose.
I have alot of deadlines to meet and the final presentation falls on 25th Sept, and I hope i dont have to go school after 1 and a half month later from then.
I hope!

Life's pretty much of rushing projects and such lately, and i got closer to Charis recently too, got closer in the sense,we talk more and makes more sense to each other.
Know how each other think more (:

My phone line got cancelled and its back now cos mommy was nice to help me pay FINAL time she said. (the other time she also said last time) lol
Anyway Pastor Joakim came our church and he was AWESOME! (:

Okay, I want to go on diet remb? But im never doing it, crappo.
I think i am gainin more and more weight each day and I wanna cry.

After assessment imma gonna go gyming and running moreeeee.
I PROMISE THIS TO MYSELF!

I've been eating strudels oftenly lately, and visited chompchomp twice this week. (Cos i had to fulfil cui and chew's wishes)
Also went to Icecube twice too, after Chomps, and I think I have been downing my stomach too much fats and icecream.

So sad i wanna cry.

Tomorrow is my submission for my fashion design module and also my research report !
I have alot more to do and I am really going insane.
S-t-r-e-s-s it spells.
Who on earth said Artschool is all relax and stuff, like shit NO!

Okay, enough of nonsense,byebye.
Some random photos on my phone!

Muh fashion design stuff. blah!

Okay till then when imma back.

Cheryl Yeo: Yes, veh long since I saw you, meet soon (x
Charmaine: I just took the other day with you, on yr phone which makes me look slim. (:

Y xin

Peel Banana Peel

2006-08-17T12:59:00.000+08:00

Aiya, i very lazy to change the font already. I need to go and bathe soon and go for lessons, sewing class. and I am still deciding if i should not go for finearts at night, its sickening, why on earth is it even AT NIGHT?!

Anyway. For all of you out there- people like Ian, Yongcheng and Chew, i have already uploaded all the recent photos, (i think?) so pls go check out my album if you want them.
Oh yes, Adriena Lim, this one is for you, pls upload the photos in yr camera soon as well!
I want that sexy photo of Xinhui and me (:
ah, I mentioned before i like my entries with photos? but sometimes i get so lazy, okay luh, i will try to add more photos :D

Come, i shall continue to update in point form.

My shoulder skin are still peeling, after two whole week, crap.
And I CANT WEAR off shoulders or sleevelesstanktops cos of that, rawr.
My flu is still bad. Nose is like a spoilt tap dripping now and then (i know you didnt need those details, hah!)
Oh darn, I ate too much 'binbinmiguo' the rice cracker thing yesterday and the night before, now i am havin some bad sorethroat too... but i seriously dont really bother? cos i think i want to eat the seaweed one later. MOMMY LUH! who ask her buy so many to put in front of my face. and i just cant resist eating. (:
I am not really gaining weight, but i feel fat. (oh wells)
I think that heels at charles and keith is pretty, oh man. Nurul will get it with me, WHEN I GET IT that is, which is... NOT soon. :\
I went to find the guys and wendy yesterday aft meeting at fortcanning park, ian has membership there.
While the rest finished dinner at parkmall, brandon, aloy, jianhong me and cuiting ate ours at the playgrd at the club, cos we cant bring food in.
brandon ended up kickin' fishballs. hurhurhur
and then we play ice and melt (: aloy and me teamed as catchers and we won!
i saw a little girl gettin' scolded bad yesterday in LRT and she was cryin bad. i got reminded of the emo me when i was young.
in the past i always think of killing myself, if i die would my parents care. HAHA
i always cry and think to myself how i hate them when i cry bad. hahahah. super funny to think of it.
aww, but i still love my family nevertheless, and excited for the future!
i received first warning letter for poor attendance. bah
i need to trim my fringe.

okay, im done. i need to go sch already. (rather bathe and get ready first).

(photo uploader in this comp like got prob, cant add photos. oh well)

YXIN

heeheehoo

2006-08-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

Hi world, i was on the verge of just updating one line "Hi, I wanted to update a whole chunk but its 4.12am and I am tired, So I am going to sleep now and update tomorrow"
But then again, I think I should just blog. In point form (:
But read them nevertheless, haiyo, I type when Im tired, how can not read!

The sisters, daddy and myself celebrated MOMMY DEAREST birthday at YUMCHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA just now for dinner (:
Imma happy girl, cos I ate 3? 4? Xiaolongbaos, like super nice (: (CHEW DONT BE JEALOUS :D:D:D) / oh and I will post photo up soon in my album (: /along with another 2 albums (: but here is some photo first. (wah my eyes really super small and i think the photo with Xinyi i look so fat)
We celebrated Pastor's 10th Anni on Wednesday (National Day!) (: It was great, nice good food and nice fellowshipping and everything, atmosphere and stuff was all just good.
I love Pastors (:
We (quite a number of us, even Ru,En,Chew and some others) went to Esplanade that night stupidly thinking there will be fireworks, but NO, not there on THAT DAY, brandon got quite sad. HAHAHAHA (imma' so sureeeeeeee)
U2 is having sales, hahahahaha. so random.
School was like 1 hour today only, went there late, but still, watched the fashion video of ALL DRESSED UP twiceeeee, Vik played them twice and then we were release to go, hahaha! anyway ALL DRESSED UP clothes are pretty (: I like!
I want to watch fireworks tomorrow, its the LAST for this NDP fest! I have YET to watch fireworks, I WANT TO WATCHHHHHHHHH, the theme for tml one is FRANCE! (:
Imma suffering from stuffynose now.
My ulcer is kinda gone, but there are new ones >:(
its like never ending luh, horrible ulcers.
My shoulders are peeling, after one week from tanning, quite weird. LOL.
Oh, Happy Belated National Day :D
My birthday is coming quite soon leh, 2months time. HAHA.
(Im tryin to recall things...) Oh, Popballoon Sunday was fun.
This sunday is TOILET PAPER/FUNKY HAIR SUNDAY! JOIN ME :D
OH, I bought a pair of new pretty shoes! (: (: And Chrys bought the slippers I have, tada!
My flu is really kinda killin' meeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Im kinda losing my voice too.
My hpbill is bursting, line's about to be cut >:(
I know I am repeatin, i really really want to watch fireworks tml. (rather later)
I think I DIE, my sewing file alot things not done... :\
I suddenly miss life in SJC >:(
I want a robot. (intelligent one pls)
OH !!!!! on the day i had hospi, we had to rush down so we called cab, and with God's grace :D we had a PINK cab, only one in the whole country. only LONDON CAB which is PINK (well uncle say one, i dunno. haha) and Esther was damn cute. She was like so amazed and stuff. ahahhaha. Things inside were like all pink. The carpet was winnie the pooh and friends (: the uncle was a christian too! And he offered us yupi strawberry heart candy, PINK too! HAHAHAHAHAHA . I was in the cab, could not tk the real shot, so I took this from what was in his car, pasted there. TADA. My ride with Mr Pinky Driver (:HAHA
I think my sis (jieru) is quite mad, at sucha time she is there, out in the study room dunno doing what, but she keeps giggling. HURHUR.
Oh, I shall end by saying i went secret receipe and ate Banana Choc Cake myself the other day, it was so HUGE. lol .

Okay, gd bye. I really want to slp. its 4.40am. MADNESS.

YLove, Xin

NAFA Sports Day (:

2006-08-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hello world, well, let me summarise up what i wanna blog today. HA!

Photos, next entry, im so tired and lazy now.

MY FACE IS LIKE, BURNT, like overput too much blusher siah!
My shoulders are burnt too.
Sadly, not much people say I look tanner, i think i was just TOO fair. RAH.
Day spent pretty much not bothered by school events at all, well except for our free lunch. HA-HA
I hung out with Tiffany and her clique in NAFA(:
They are fun people!
I made new friends:( Saw Grace for first time after XinyiKifa mentioned so many times, Jasmine (Saw her before though!), Jiajun! Andre, Nicholas, Le En (spell?), Zara (:
I kinda like tanned from 11am-3pm like that. goodness.
We ate at Harbourfront after that.
I spoilt my Mentoes Earstuds >:( dropped out.
Yes i was mean, i threw into the sea.
Jun thought its sweet. hilarious
To satisfy myself again for my lost of earrings, and ALOT spoilt.. I went to get 3 pairs of new earrings at Dhoby Exchange (: With Tiff!
2 Bronze Ring ones, 2 Dull Gold Round Studs and this swirly thing with pretty lil beads. Y
I cant find moisturizing loition, crap.
My right eye quite itchy siah.
My hands feel super dry please.
I feel thirsty now.
I think I want to go and eat an orange soon.
I will go sleep soon. I hope I dont peel
Wah, some people quite turn off. Super act please
My ulcers are getting better, but... STILL THERE
Tomorrow first Hospi Duty (: hooray, imma excited girl

(: yupyup, imma off now. i will update photo soon. promise!

Y XIN

(: Hello World

2006-08-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

Haiya, ya la ya la, I am back after like a whole week plus a few days!
Yes lah yes lah, i was being a lazy bum. I was too lazy to update, but then again. I am pretty busy. HAHA. (excuses?) Oh well.
Lets see what I have got to update about, seriously... I have no idea. So this entry might be pretty here and there.
But I know its gonna be pretty longggggg.
GWAHAA.
AIYAAAAAAAA.

So sad, I was just thinking how I am going to write up to 100 Sweet things, maybe I would stop. YA LA. shoot me.
LOL, but seriously, there are, indeed sweet simple beautiful things in life, but YET alot of ugly disgusting things too!
Oh wells!
So, I think I will mention whatever it is I see from now on luh!

OHHHHH, i need to commend on this. My 'littlebrother' Xun is pretty nice (:
Everytime when we (nel bunch) go home together, and cos' he drops at the same LRT stop as me, he would send me to somewhere near my house or if we are talking nonstop like idiots he would send me to my house the lift there if its late.
Cos mommy say that my house downstairs got pervert, HAHAHAHA.
but ah, sometimes he will pyscho me to go 7eleven and get sandwich to eat, and obviously he will take one out of the two in the box 0.0

Oh, I stayed home and slacked today, mommy was very nice, she gave me a duckdrumstick (:
So sweet.
It was suppose to be hers, she gave it to me instead. Aww.
Lets see, i shall type in point form cos' I cant really put my words together in sentences right now (:

My school 2 weeks Vacation(tutorial) week is ending this week ):
I had to go back school for 2 days last week.
School's sports day is this friday, SO EARLY OK. i have to reach harbourfront at 7.45am, but good, its at SENTOSA, i veh veh veh veh long nv go, cos busy girl you see. HAHA (Xun makes me say very as 'veh' nowadays, influence ahh)
Wendy treated us to Pizzahut last friday (: SO NICE okay (: I love my leader (: (not cos she treat me, but for all the things she have taught and done in my life!)- oh photos later on.
I want to complain now that Shuhui bathes super long, like thousand years. Since 11.30pm she told me shes going to bathe, like until now...0.0 shes still not back. horrible.
Yay for Shuhui, she found a BETTER NEW job (: her previous one can kill , im serious.
I worked on Monday ,(being nice, i shall not mention the placeee) i feel so upset working there, horrible luh, aiya, they were like pretty superficial and gossipmongers. go market luh.
I hope Darrell boy would cheer up. Cos' i have cheered up.
My bestie birthday is coming.
Vanessa and Xinhui's birthday falls on this coming Sunday.
YAY THIS SUNDAY IS POP BALLOON SUNDAY ! pop pop pop. 80 helium filled balloons Y :D
I am suffering from bad ulcers, like terribly big! Van mentioned that I should really go see doc, Yongcheng sprayed some minty thing on it, but never really help, HE BLUFF ME. and Alden said that my ulcer looks like Mount Everest (Go away!) I have 2 on my tongue too >:( painful!
I went doctor today to get my ulcer cream, wah, its like quite expensive okay.
My right eye is pretty painful, i dont know why, i think its cos imma too heaty. >:(
My new food addiction is MOCHIMOCHI, wah, they are so good, why wasnt i addicted ah, last time when i ate them, ha!
YAY, imma gonna do hospi for the first time this week (: Servant heart :D
E3 had Popcorn Sunday last Sunday and I got to eat popcorns from them (:
I miss wearing IJ uniform.
Praise the Lord, Liyue won her competition (:
I love Adri and Nig alotttttt (Hugs for you both)
I love my pastors (:
I went to eat strawberry cake yesterday (x YAY, i crave blueberry cheesecake now, strawberry would do too. haaaa.
I want to go and get my honeybrown contactlens.
Should I trim my fringe?
I am reading the book YOU THE LEADER (:
I have yet to finish my HerWorld, but I have read the fashion things section(:
Talking about reading, crap, i have yet to finish my homeworks, I shall go do later on. (I hope I would)
I love eating fruits, I just ate 2 oranges, they are sweet one, phewwwwwwww. If not my ulcers would hurt like nothing.
I feel like eating cookies now.
I still dont know where is my CROSS cd.
I have GS BS tomorrow (:
I am gonna help the boys take photos after BS tomorrow (:
I miss little augustine and teaching in a childcare.
I crave my haribo gummy bears now.
I wonder why i have so much cravings.
Dance, I feel like learning danceeeeeeeee.
Shopping, I want >:(
Why is Darrellboy not online, i need to ask him for help to pass present!
I want to go and get my ****** ****** x) heeheehee.
I hope the bracelet Xinyi(Kifa) is helping me to fix up would look pretty pretty, so exciting, gettin from her this friday during sportsday(:
I want to visit Arabstreet again, wanna get material for necklace making (:
I wanna get iron-ons for tees!
I hope I will get tanner after sportsday this friday (:
I am still getting fat, crap dieting.

YAY, okay now let me post some photos I have..

(: Pizza day, my lovelayes.

Yummaye soup, my favourite :D

I always love spicy drumlets WOO

I am posting so much about food, my latest favourite dessert at KOPITIAM :D:D Strawberry Milk Ice, i love strawberries (:

Okay, gd bye world YXin!

You're, always here with me

2006-07-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

Y Heart to heart with Pastors was AWESOME.

My weekend was a blast and i've gone a whole new level higher (:
I love my pastors and I feel closer and even more attached to heartofGod than ever.
Seriously, its like my bubbleworld.
Where I feel all the protection and love around me.
I've learnt so so much.
Lives get changed cos' of Real True Love.
From nobody else but Jesus(:
Always and forever here with us indeed.
Tissue sunday many mentioned, but i am sure tears that was flowing out of each and everyone of us was genuinely cos' of His love, His work, His people.
Its really amazing how God has changed me for the better, no i am not perfect, but He still love me and use me.

One being impacted, one being changed, one having eternal destiny and amazing future, tell me about it, such joy(:
I love my BIG spiritual family(:
Ezone is rocking E4 is LOVEEEEEEEEE (:
Catch Pastors heart and runnnnn after Him(:

Wow, I think I have grown in capacity, being able to do more things, JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE indeed (:
More things to get busy with, more things coming up.
Grow BIG and Be BIG.

I am happy knowing new people! (:
Its so cool to see siblings week after week, last week Tinghui and Lil'Wenquan and this week Shuhui and Jianhong who are amazing people (:
I am pretty excited for many things (: Passion and Love.
Imma off nowwwwww.

Sweet things
38. Lives changed.
39. Decisions of wanting to know Him more.

40. My pastors (:
41.My church, big fammm!
42. Impacting Testimony
43. Genuine friendships

Oh yeah, E4 blog is uppp (: Go see my links.

Replies:

Imai:Aww, hahaha. so sweet. LOL

Y Xin

ZZZZ

2006-07-22T05:46:00.000+08:00

its 5.43am i am still awake, doing publication stuff, aye.
Tomorrow's gonna be a long busy day for me.
I need rest, so gonna pray for capacity and strength (:
Its quite amazing how i can stay up late nowadays. Okay.
But now, im gonna continue workin abit and offta bed, waking up at 8plus9. Gd bye for now.

Yxin

Friday Mornings

2006-07-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

I always enjoy my Friday mornings sleeping in late or just feeling laid back.
Today I opted to wake up slightly earlier rather than roll in my bed for a longer time.
Did a short prayer before I climbed outta my bed, washed up and I went to NTUC to get some food.
(: WOW, its racial harmony day, the primary school kids sure look so cute in their traditional costumes (:

Bought a magazine, gonna switch on the tv and let it run and if spongebob or any favourite cartoon is on i might just turn my head and watch (:
Bought some chips and yupiburgers(: [yeahyeahyeah, darrell tell me about losing weight >;\]
I am going to start the diet only next week luh, so let me enjoy gaining fats. haahahahah.

No, its not that i do not have sch today, i have! later! (:
I can afford to relax an hour plus or so (:
Vik's lesson is pretty fine, i enjoy them so its alright, i think he might just end lessons early today, lets see.

hooray, window shopping later with cui and xun and maybe brandon (:
I love my friends alot (:
And I mean peope who have always been there with me when im down and happy and going crazy.
I was just thinking last night, omgoodness, chewtheng has seen the most horrible side of me before (i think?),wendy has seen the laziest (i dont want to do anymore maths whine and whine) plus most emotional bimbo side of me,chrys has seen the most upset crying like crap side of me, yoyoboyfriend has seen the most unsightly sight of me (in my sleeping wear, sleeping in my bed with my blanket over my head and all)
yadayada, oh no, (: but i love these people to bits.

Right, im offta my fashion mag(:

[p.s/guess my sis still aint feeling real well, lets praypraypray(:]

Sweet things
35. Little primary school kids looking real cute in qipaos and all (:
36. An icecream treat in latenight(:
37. A little act which keeps to one's promise.

Ylovelove (: xin.

I love my Bestie and all (:

2006-07-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

Okay luh, Cui (: okay. You are nice luh (:
My CGmate leh, of cos, E4, hot people. hahahahahahahahaha!

So I met my dearest bestie Colleen today with Brandon,Eric and Youlun for dinner at PS Pastamania.
Caught up abit with each other (: Awesome, we might meet again next week.
Photos are up. (:
But heres a few (:

Brandon,Youlun,Eric,Colleen and Me (:

I look funny, but Bestie is sweet (:

I tried asking them to act gay. hahaha!
(youlun was so not ready)

I love (: 6 years of friendship and still counting!

Sweet things!

32. 6years of friendship and still counting.
Still with much trust love concern and love (:
33. A heartwarming fact that my bestie is a Christian and growing in DaddyGod (:
34.Great conversations!

Replies:

Cui: I blogged alot about you already!
Xun:You super nonsense luh, hahahaha, vainpottttt! Lol, alden look like small boy luh , sec1/2(dunno?) photo, of cos uh!
Ian:I think you are my new regular blogder(: yay.

love,xin

Unglam is Cui, Unnice is she too.

2006-07-18T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hi, today i am going to blog about a very mean girl. Her name is Tracy Mak Cui Ting, and below are her unglam photos. Enjoy and thank you.

BUT,i love Adriena Lim Hui Yu A LOT A LOT! shes my dearest thing (:love, xin

Heartfelt words

2006-07-18T10:15:00.000+08:00

There are so many times when there are some things that i just want to say.
Heartfelt words and thoughts, but well, sometimes in certain circumstances, i just cant.
So it all ties down to how well we know each other, understanding and care.
My God cares, He know things before anyone else does.
But, for people around us, how many can say- "Before you said anything, i looked at you, i know how you feel. Something is troubling? Happy about some issue? Upset angry or hurt by situations?
just, how well?
well, i cant very much explain or put that on myself either, whether or not i could understand people around me.
Indeed, God is amazing.
how well do you know then?

love,xin

God is the sweetest

2006-07-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

Above and beyond sweet things in life, i just wanna say...

My God is the besterestesttestestest and sweeeeeeeeetest! :D

Replies and Sweetthings.

2006-07-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

Sweet things

30. The positive changing attitude of someone whom i cherish!
31. Pst Lia kissing little Rinnah (: super sweet.
32. Simple silent actions of care.

Replies!

mai: imaiiiiiiiiii! :D:D
Mat: Hey girl, we stay like pretty near luh, lets meets for lunch one day (:
Cui: You want me to mention what about you? Always bully me? Say i lesbo cos i wanna let you hooky hook my arm? HAHAHAH.
Darrell: No okay, im not potato, darrell how, i am still eating. ahhhhhhhh, why like that.
Charmaine: No luh, i am not as nonsense as you. You and your catchphrases.ha.
Chinghoon: Yupyup, thankeythanks cousin (: its great seeing you ard in church know (: YAY. watermelon cravings . funny!
Kesia: KESIASIASIA!
Adri: I love too (:
Yvonne: Haha, yeah girl. Thanks for concern (: Im on medication still, blahhhhhhh!

Hokay, gd bye and love.
XIN

Super Strong Me, /like real.

2006-07-17T20:46:00.000+08:00

I am eating strawberries, yummaye- i like.

Ever since like Saturday when I woke up at like 12plus in the noon, I havent got a proper sleeppppppp!
Since Saturday noon till now, i slept a total of like 6hours only.
Boo, last night (rather this morn) i slept at 5.45am like that to do my work, (which turned out bad, i scored bad, gonna redo. hopefully grades would change- if not quite sad >;( ).. and i woke like 7.20am to continue my work and rush to school
I was so stoney the whole day!
And I got so upset when i found out my grades for progressive marks for Fashion Design, like super bad.
I hope May gives grace when i redo and show her after tutorial week next week.
I think tutorial week still must do like quite alot of work luh!

Ah, im so tired i think i might KO anytime. my lack of slp has caused me to look like a panda, let me show you...
dont get freaked out..
well, look carefully, the panda eyebag(and super puffy) is pretty obvious! >:o(

After school I went to find Xun, Ian and Alden cos Ian and Xun was cutting hair.
I reached hairexchange at ps, shocked to see Xun's Johnny Return hair.. which look....

(edited/ i changed the photo . xun forbidded me to put it up. and asked me to put these instead. so vain!)
~~Like that, this photo he was tryin to see if he dun wear specs and go get contacts how he would look..~~
Well, my younger brother is pretty vain. HA.
We went to eat at KFC, i was super hungry cos i rushed to sch and skipped break to finish up my work (which i score bad, i just have to whine abit here)

Then we being nice sent Ian to his bustop and went home.
Our journey to the station was torturous(for alden and i)...
Xun asked us to shut up and he went on and on trying to rap but cannot make it, and very horribletomato.
It sounded hilarious and i just wanted to giggle out loud and roll on the floor.
Xun your hair is ok lah. hahahaha (: (:

I told Ian Lammlamlamlam that i blog and put Xun's photo on my blog, and i think he wants me to put his face up badly too. So i am doing him a favour (yes ian?)
this is a real 100% candid shot, i like to take unglam shots of them, poor E4 (:
So this is ian (ha, ian this photo not that bad okay, i never put that BIG face one very nice of me..actually cos i cant find it)

(edit/ *i thought i might as well blog about all the 3 boys. so yes)

* and yes alden when he did not gel or style up his hair he looked like how he looked when he was sec1/2? i think. hahaha.
and he looked like..
this.Like some kiddo boy. hahah!(:
its quite blur cos nigel took it that time with his hp when we were at Brandon's house.

Haha, yeah. I think i wanna go tk a real short nap, later got conference, time pass super fast today i realise, maybe i am just tired...

love,XIN

My 2 Sweetest Friends (:

2006-07-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

Woah, this weekend was a blast.
Blast in alot of ways.
Things happened, things got cleared, yada yada.
Im gonna learn so much from many things that had happened over this weekend.

Oh i had my 2nd sharing today (:
Well, first really official one rather (:
I was pretty nervous. haha!

Anyway. I love love love hoGc much, there is so much love in this house and nothing beats evryone being so sincere and true.
(: imma loved girl.

I have the greatest two best friends in this world who love me alot, i know that and i know they know I love them too. heehee.
Well, my leaders and cg loves me too!
This two friends is none other than ChewTheng and Crystal Tan!
Sweet sweet ones (:

My sweet friends (:

Sweet things!

27. Friends who were there when in need, even when its like the midnight they love and worry so much about you that they would go all the way down to find you to make sure you are fine.
28.People who are willing to change and appreciates your care.
29.A great sisterly love i have seen in a girl towards her lil brother.

I will reply to msgs soon. need to go rush my homework. gd bye. photos up uploaded.
love,xin

Food and Me and Fats ):

2006-07-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

After typing my title, I stared at it awhile, and i thought its pretty amusing.
Madness.
My cough is still with me, blah!

I went to the docs just now, got my mc and more medication ):
Another dose of antibiotics for me. gahh.
The doc took my weight, i dont know why, and crapppppp, I REALLY GAIN 1.5KG ): (okay, i hope it was my sneakers weight also luh and i grew taller, thats a fact) IM SAD.
I am really going to start losing weight.

But i love food so much, just yesterday, stupid luh, Chew came and tell me she crave XLB(XiaoLongBao) and said that we should go eat together soon.
I said its BF season, and we came to the conclusion that we could share on tray and each eat a bit.
And and, PS got FOOD FIESTA! Calling WU RUOEN, you said you want to eat with me!
If not, Chew, you are just my fellow eating partner luh, wherever I go ard with you, we EAT and talk and laugh.
GAHAAAAAAAAAAA.

Oh, i realised from the school calendar that the last day of sem assesement would be my birthday eve :D:D:D
The day Chew has booked me (: sweet.
Then my birthday is the beginning of my 1 month holiday (: yipeeyaya.
I am thinking too far.....

Okay crappo, i am gettin drowsy and tired, think i will go slp soon, for Vik's homework i dont even know what are the amendments to do...so i decided to leave it. :ya lah, im quite blur.
oh, and i wanted to mention that there are certain things that are disturbing me quite abit..
the actions the attitude the way the see things, cant they be BIG.
omgoodness luh!

Sweet things

22. Doctor trying to be nice and know you more, talk to you more (:
23. Teacher being really understanding and having patience.
24.People being concern and worried and keep giving reminder for my medication.
25.A Dad being so happy about a little box of chocolates his daughter gave.
26. Thoughts of a long time no contact friend.

I Crave to eat Watermelon. HAHAHAH, nonsense.(last alpha was black, for the seed color. hahahahahahaa)

with love, XIN

Go Pimple Go

2006-07-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

Crappo. My pimple popped to be super obvious this morning i nearly screamed out loud.(No one was home anyway!)
But i went to press it and then it burst... eeek.
okay, i shall stop going on in detail cos that would make me sound really bimbo.
but then, i am quite irritated with my pimple, its always that position. GAH!
Annoying, and i think got another pimple popping up on my nose, grrrr.
I think i know why my pimples are popping >;(

I slept in late today till like 1.30pm, its great.
I love SLEEPING.
Im like deprive of my sleeping timeeee!
(: Met Wendy for lunch at hougangPepperlunch (:
Then we saw Sam and Winnie and we headed to church together.
Was suppose to burn the cd for photos but then SisEvie had to leave earlier, so I went off soon with the boys.

We went to Fareast first and then to Wisma, Xianghan was lookin for shoes, ended up that Xianghan,Shaun and Nigel went to PP, and Xun, Alden, YC and me went to Wisma to get YC's long sleeve top.
We then waited for the rest at FoodRepublic's Toastbox, Xun treated me bcos he tried to shut me up from saying certain things.

Met up with the rest again went to CP and they had lunch while Xun and me went off first.
Yupyup, thats about it.

Replies:

Chew:Oh dear, you are super sweet to want to treat me, hee. and noooooo. dunwan tagboard. i like comment box. why sudden craving for Crystal Jade, got money ah?

Sweet Things

19. People pointing out mistakes to you becos' they meant well.
20. A reminder for medication taking (oops, but i so did not eat still)
21. A sweet advance booking of my time for my birthday celebration, heehee (:

love,xin

Sweet things

2006-07-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

Sweet things.

11. Mommy playing catching with her little girl, little girl got found and got upset and beat mommy's thighs. mommy taught little girl not to by acting angry, but turned ard after that grinning away.
12.A little tap on the head showing some love (:
13.Sending people to school (see cui, we are sweet)
14.Recieving concerns of whether I was better and whether I started eating my medcine
15.A simple yummy breakfast being prepared with love (:
16.Someone who covered me and cui with blankets when we were sleeping on the cold hard floor!
17.Some reminder to be always happy!
18.People who trust you and tell you things out of no where out of sudden, just bcos they really trust you! (:

Yup, thats about it (:
go see my photoalbum!

love, xin

Crystal and Jade

2006-07-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

Was talking to Charis during Patternmaking today about Names.
What names would we name our kids or whatsoever..
Then I thought of naming girls "crystal" and "jade".
If you are fast, you caught my joke.
If not, this would help.
"Come girls, Crystal and Jade, get going! Mommy is meeting us at Crystal Jade for dinner!"

HAHAHAH.
I dont know how we got onto that, i think it was cos' Peiyi asked me about my dinner at crystal jade with my video crew. ahhaha.

love,xin

Poor Swing Boy

2006-07-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

Inside story, shall not say much.
so funny
Let pictures do the job, if you get it. You get it.
If not? haha, too sad.

love,xin

JerseySundayWorldCupandSuch

2006-07-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

Oh, havent been updating for few days. Jersey Sunday was a BLAST. super super hyped and fun! (:
We took plenty of photos, and ezone had a zone photo too, cos its like 100plus weekend for us too (:

Photos are uploaded on my album! (:
And and on Sunday night, rather, Monday morning, Me and sis, along with Wendy Cuiting, we went to Xun house with the guys (Brandon,Alden,Hengwei,Yongcheng,Ian) to watch the worldcup!
I was the only girl who stayed awake!
YAY to me.
ITALY WON. yipeeyaya.
I decided that worldcup is interesting, i dont really watch one in the past, however i have decided that when i am 21, yes(pretty old) i will watch WC (:

We were quite crazy and hyper at times, at certain times the rest of us were like zombie, stoning.
Girls slept at 5am in Xun's study room and the rest of the guys all slept in his bedroom.
I do not know if they slept though.
Woke up at 6am, and woke the guys up too.
super hilarious, brandon act pose pose alot.alden just wants to sleep more. hengwei just stoned.ian fold arms sleep on the rocking chair.yongcheng laid flat on the living room floor.

So we watched them go changing into their school uniform and such. haha.
And they went to school, me cui sis and xun(who went sch late) went for breakfast at macs @ kovan.
i was suppose to meet cui to take train together to go sch, end up that girl took mc so i went to polyclinic to find she and xun..
yada, long nonsense story.
Anyway ended up takin mc didnt go sch yest as well, was super tired.
Evening time then went Wendy's house with some of the guys.
They watched movie and i fell asleep.
Then I woke up feeling really emo all the way till this morning i was still quite upset, dont know why luh!

Skipped Ruby's lesson.
Then patternmaking class was taken over by Lily, super last min say got lessons, irritatin.
yeah, school was okay..
I realised i've alot of work.
and... somethings (i told cui about)
frowns.
Okay!
I was suppose to go joggin with xun and others but ended up did not. however.
Someone did. for info, read my entry coming up soon. quite funny.

gdbye.

love,xin

Last Call (:

2006-07-08T02:40:00.000+08:00

Imma gonna KO soon

2006-07-08T02:05:00.000+08:00

The sweet things

6. Sweet friend waiting patiently for a friend who doesnt have enough sleep to finish up her project at the pretty much last minute. (: (Thanks Peiyi!)

7. A Mommy smiling ever so happily showing people her darling girl's baby photos and such.

8. A little note a little girl would write in her mommy's note book w/o her realising, words written/scribbled "(her name,K2) I love Mummy."

9. A phonecall a little girl to her mommy to inform her that she wants to go to the playground, and mommy shows absolute love and concern over the phone asking her to take care and "Are you a good girl today?"

10. People putting in effort in another's life just to make sure that he doesnt go do the wrong things

I want to lose weight. I feel fat fat fat.
Okay im serious, im so gonna cut down on my junkiessssssssss >;(
they are absolutely bad for me!

Anyway, i love peiyi! shes sucha sweet thing, she came my house to wait for me to finish my project cos' i KO'ed at 8am and semi awake at 11am, so I havent finish my Jackets section.
(: anyway, thanks so much. And crap, i heard that Vik wasnt happy and stuff. ayeeeeee, and must redo some! >:(

I am absolutely tired now, i think after typing this and doing short prayer, im gonna go turn in, cannot take it. super super super tired.
ITS JERSEY WEEKEND!

Anyway dinner at Crystal Jade with Sister Evelyn and the video crew was great, we fellowshipped (:
After which went back to church and hung ard with Ian and Xun (E4 E4!) till Alden and Alicia(His sister) came.
Hung ard in church and uh huh we went home.

Yup, still have quite abit of publication stuff to do, but not today, tomorrow probably.

Anyway, MARCOM is cool (:
For Jersey Weekend i'll try to take photos! (:

Replies!

Cui:Yup I will (: e4 blog will be up soon, when i have time and our cgname is confirmed lovelove!
charmaine:yay too!
Chew:No, i like my comment box thank you.

love, xin

3CheersforME

2006-07-07T07:41:00.000+08:00

3 cheers and 3 cheers for Xinjie! Hiphiphooray.

How i wish i can really cheer. crappo.
I havent slept since 6July 11+ am. Yes. Its 7.52 am right now 7July.
I am super tired, but i am rushing project >;(
Gotta meet Peiyi at 11am to get her to pass up for me since the lesson is postponed and I cant make it.
Ah. Bye. Im gonna continue do now. >:(

Love,Xin

Sweet Simple Things of Life(:

2006-07-07T02:22:00.000+08:00

I am launching this "100 Sweet Simple things of Life" on my blog, whereby im' gonna blog about a few sweet simple gestures of people or actions and things in life, our God has created (: It's gonna be sweeeet. I will blog about the first few things I noted yesterday and today later part in this entry.
I realise I have a habit of updating my blog everyday already, no matter how busy i am (: Sweet.
Tell me if I should blog about 50 Ugly Things of Life.
I am replying comment box messages in this entry. YAY.
I actually have alot of homework, Vik's progressive workcheck tomorrow. Gonna rush. Oh well.

Now, wouldnt you cheer for me?
Vik's lesson is postponed to 6pm tomorrow and I already have plans, so he mentioned that those who cant make it its okay to skip w/o MC, but must pass up the homework though, bahh.
But nevermind (:
Cos' tomorrow already have plans for publication and videocrewdinner (:

I was utterly upset with my sister for banging on my poor lousy enough laptop when it autoshut down on her >:( I even cried, bcos' I still have so much work to do and I cant on my laptop at all.
Grrr.
Im gonna rushhhhhh work lter.>School was okay today, i didnt go for Fine Arts, ha.
Woah, we have E4 now, cheerios.
E4 is lovely (:
Im' gonna remake a blog like that. haha!
Church Cafe has got alot of new food on sale, makes me spend more money and buy only. rah, and gain weight.

Simple sweet things I noted yesterday and today.

1. Grandma tugging little granddaughter on her little hands, making sure that she's not afraid and feels right (:

2. Mommy spending little moments with her baby in the pram on the MRT (:

3. Mommy riding her little girl on the bicycle with her sitting at the front.

4. A simple sweet SMS I received saying "Next time you sad I buy you Chocobaby ok?"

5. A simple sweet SMS just to check on me "How are you today?"

(: yup, heres my reply to the comments (:

Ruoen: On ah! Lets go eat together one day, and i mean. MAJOR PIGGING. hahahah!
Xinyikifa: No am not a worm luh, and all Xin's rockkk. BUT there are exceptional.... like i wonder who :p
Jamie:Chocobaby is yummy, its so chewy. I get for you next time. yay!
Charmaine:I hope you are more chill'ed nowwww, what cheerios luh!?
Weixin:Yay you visited my blog!

(: love. Xin

(: Accelerateeeeeeeeeeee

2006-07-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's session with Wendy and Garrett was awesome, great(:
Im' gonna fly fly fly.
All of me for all of Him (:
Great things great plans.
We would experience the seasons of life (: awesome.
Busy day tomorrow, in fact i m pretty packed with things to do, yes HOMEWORK UNCLEARED as usual

Okay, i need to do some stuff now.
Before i go, i declare im sucha junkie.
i love MEIJI.
Their candies/choc/biscuits are yummyyyyyiest things.

I promise i will reply messages in my comment box, SOON.
Have got things to do now. (: (:

I love Weixin! (: Cos her name has got a 'xin' in it too , shes cool and funky, pretty babe. (:
Hey girl, i'll prayyyyy for you and hopefully you can come this weekend!
Miracles miracles, *magicdustttttt. haha!

love, xin

School and such

2006-07-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

IS MY CROSS CD WITH ANY OF YOU?
If it is, PLEASEEEEEE inform me!

School was fine. I was dozing off during (ok i got brain block, i cant remb my teacher simple name suddenly. . . .)errrr. OK. its thomas wee. crap, why couldnt i recall? ha!
Okay , i was just plain tired. anyway we took quite some photos. Go to my album . and this is my latest addiction

okay, i need to go settle some stuff now. gdbye.wait for my next entry.its hip.

love,xin

All She wanted.

2006-07-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

I have much to say, i shall put it all into different entries.

All she wanted was you to understand.
All she wanted was you to love.
All she wanted was you to care.
All she wanted was someone who would keep up to his word.
All she wanted was someone who loves her children too.
All she wanted was someone who appreciates.
All she wanted to do was to hang on and give her best and hope she would get what she deserves.
All she wanted was happiness you would give
All she wanted was to have more time with the family.
All she wanted was someone who can listen to her and share her sorrows and happiness.
All she wanted was you to bother.

Go figure, its not me Im talking about.
I have God who obviously satisfy me.
But she, doesnt yet.
I understand what she is going through, and it hurts.
I love her.

love,xin

Cravings and Thoughts

2006-07-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

Shucks, i am having cravings for chickenrice at fareast.
I was talking to ian about it again, and now we both have cravings for chicken rice. ahhhhhhh!

Some people say that when you have cough you cant eat chicken? Is that trueeeeeee? But why?
Then again, food lover like me dont really care.
Singapore Food Festival is coming, anyone wants to bring me around to eat and get fat?
And then I'll go on diet after that. (like real)
I am gettin fat. Then again, not really. I'vent been growing.
Not fatter nor taller.
Why like that.
I just popped the whole packet of Meiji Poiful Jellybeans into my stomach in less than 5 mins, gdness me.
Its addictive(: I want moreeeeee

be strong grow strong

Love, Xin

Coughing is annoying

2006-07-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

I believe all of you agree that coughing is annoying.
I have been coughing so often, im so irritated.
went to polyclinic today to get my mc and medicationnnnn. eeeeerks
I was suppose to go somewhere and isolate myself and do my homework, but i ended up meetin the sjcgirls(:
they are hysterical, laugh non-stop.
we took quite some photos, go to my album to see.
uh huh!(:
I think i certainly dont know how to takecare of myself, i happily ate chocobaby and strawberryyogurtwafersticks from this coldstorage fair cp have.
super super yummy (in the paddlepop icecream song tune)

joelle is so cute, "like dodo fishball" jolie said (:
go look at my photos!
I came home like 6plus and uploaded the photos, felt really tired and went for a nap.
SisXy has told mom things, some issues and mom came to question me about it, bad >:(
I dont know, i hate it when such situation starts to happen.
(So my mom never knew)
Ughhhhhh, I dont know, Im' just gonna pray that things would be alright, even that SisXy mentioned that for her, she has given up on this issue already.
Mommy has been nagging at me so often i think i am going mad.

alamaks.i think there is something wrong with me, i am not taking my medication yet.
Its like i hate medicines that would make me drowsy, and cough syrup would! >:(

Come, let me show u all some funny photos of dear Jolie, shes so amusing!

Okay luh, i think 3 is enough, u wan more you go my album see, imma lazy girl.
And some random photos to end off. (messages below for replies)
byebye!

love, xin

Replies!

Yvonne: Hello dear (: yeah (: thank youuuuuu, lets do all of it for Him (: (:
Xinyi/Kifa:Hello girl, wow u are my faithful blogder, heehee. Yeah, i guess im better, just sometimes get affected by somethings. Anyway my cough is still bad. Boo>:( but that you girl for caringgggggggg! (x makin an effort to ask me if im okay and all. love love , see you in sch tml!

Pfffffffffffft

2006-07-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

I do not know how to put how I feel now into words.
Really, I thank God who is always there and loving me.
If not, I think I would always be like some emo kid.
Some slightly more personal things which I dont think I wanna mention here, if you're close enough to me, maybe if you ask me I would say.I need to do my homework but I am really not in the mood, later it shall be.
My coughing is making me get headache/migraine, i think I am gettin a mc tomorrow. aycck
anyway photos taken today are up in my album.

gdnight gdbye.

Everything's gonna be alright, I've got Jesus with me.
Love, Xin

FirstJulyTwoOhOhSix

2006-07-02T03:23:00.000+08:00

Well, First July this year is pretty well spent. Just that towards midnight which is earlier on 2ndJuly, things wasnt that good.. lets not talk about unhappy things, leave it to the last.

On a lighter tone, as others are at Outdoor Stadium preparing for SYF and whats not, I was at Reinhard Bonnke's conference.
(Im uber tired nw, i just dozed off. opps.)
Anyway over at the conference, it was pretty good (:

We went for lunch at Suntec Subway later on and yeah we went Candy Empire (: And I bought Turkish Delight and the candy Chew like for her (:
We headed for service after which we went to Brandon's house for movie and slacked around(:
Had pretty much fn, cos I had pillow fights here and there (: (:
And we took uberloadsa photos, its indeed handy to carry your camera with you
And stupid Brandon and Ian they kept lieing to me when I ask them about WC stuff, cos i knew NUTS.
For instance, Alden tried lieing by tellin gme that KAKA is from England, and he is the goalkeeper. Idiot, he think i am THAT dumb >:(
And and Brandon also told me that yellow flag is good, but i dont believe, im still quite intelligent ok?
I saw Alden and Brandon's SecOne class photo, super cute. They looked so much cuter THEN. GAHA! (:
Okay, above is some of the photos, for more go to my album (:

Like I said, things aint that good when i went home. Anyway I took cab with Winnie Nig and Wendy, I dont know how i did, but I dozed off in the vab.
Guess I was really tired.
Some home issues, which left me desperate yet worried. Aiya dunno luh.
I think i want to go sleep soon.
Lets hope and pray that everything would be alright.

(: love, xinjie

Sometimes.

2006-07-01T02:36:00.000+08:00

That was, uh, a random photo.

Ya know, theres pretty much thoughts going through my head, sigh, im gonna pray about it.

Sometimes when I am smiling ever like the ever happiest girl, I may not be feeling the way I seemed like I am.
Sometimes I laugh like crazy and get really hyper, thats when I actually feel quite stress with much situations in my head which I do not know how to handle.
Sometimes there might just be certain private issues going on in my life which I simply just did not voice out, not that I do not trust people around me, but just, I rather run to DaddyGod.
Sometimes some people might just be too busy to realise whats going on besides what they are busy with.
Sometimes you just wish things would not be as complicated as they seemed to be, but then again, to all problems there is always a solution, God promised.
Sometimes in life we just face troubles and problems, but we just gotta remember to run to Him.
Sometimes I wish I was just a little girl again.
Sometimes I wish my family would just spend more time with each other, often.
Sometimes I wish I could understand what my parents are thinking, individually.
Sometimes I wish my parents could understand what I am thinking.
Sometimes I get envious of others parents being so nice, that their family is so knit-close.
Sometimes we just dont have a choice, we are born in the family that we are, just gotta learn to live with it and love them.
Sometimes everyone just have their individual problems.
Sometimes you just want to love a person (friend,fammem,lover,people,whatsoever) like never before but there might just be some stupid problems that might arise.
Sometimes, whatever it is, we just gotta remember God is with us.
Sometimes people might think I am over radical about Him, but sometimes, these people are just wrong.

Goodnight, Love xin.